NuwYaiShah

Can't sleep

2010-07-23T02:08:00.001+08:00

Having difficulty sleeping even though very tired. Had mensus yesturday. I hate it, not only u really need ensure it doesn't leak and dirty your pants, You also suffer stomach cramp and backpain. Some of you may not have any pain,so you wouldn't know the pain. Lucky you. Cannot find any panadol, boo hoo hoo..

Yush is having fever, but he still went to work. Poor him.Hope he doing fine.
*baby i miss u..u jage diri baek2 okay!*
My damn prepaid card is low. Only left 10cent.. Save it for very important sms.

k ppl. I try to get some sleep. If cannot sleep, maybe play my nitendo. good nite!

Miss you badly

2010-07-21T01:18:00.001+08:00

We always have fun talking on the phone.
I remember we used to talk from morning to night, night to morning.
You always hurried home so you could talk to me. You say, talking to me is the happiest thing and it is a MUST!
We can talk about our past and joke about it even though it is embarassing. We can even play game when on the phone. We share our feeling so much by talking on the phone. It makes me feel someone care and trust me.. Slowly my feeling towards you grew. Talking to you is an addiction. I don't want you to fade away and I don't want you to stop calling me..
I understand you being super busy with your job.

I waited for you everynight so I could talk to you. but sometimes I could not even have a word with you when night come cause you end up sleeping. It bother me, but I have to undestand that you are tired. But when we have our chance to talk, you are trying to end the conversation.
baby I am sorry if I making your life difficult, but I just want you to show some interest in me.I just missing you badly

i love you..RUSDY YARDI

Despicable ME

2010-07-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

I watched this movie today with my dear Yush!

Funny movie PLUS ADORABLE!!!!! haha!! Cute movie lar sey!! I think everyone in the movie theathre just now could not stop laughing!! really cute! hehehe!! Go and watch!! To release your anger or stress!!

Missing my BF so much, finally today got to meet him really make me happy. We did not plan to meet up today, but suddenly He texted me that he will finish work around 5pm. So decide to alight my bus that suppose to lead me home, and change to a bus that lead to town.

Had fun with him! KFC dinner. Really enjoy with him.

Baby, I know U penat layan I sebab U baru habis keje.

I nak U tahu yang I sayangkan U, and I nak U tahu yang I lah yang akan ganggu hidup U! so, be nice to me and I will be gentle to you! hehehe!! ILRVM!

A Millionaire's First Love

2010-07-18T00:16:00.002+08:00

Synopsis

Jae-kyung is a high school senior but he skips school often. Once he turns nineteen years old, he is going to be a millionaire. However, the day before he inherit the fortune, his family lawyer tells him about the will from his deceased grandfather. It is specified that he can inherit the fortune only if he graduates from Boram High School, which is located in the countryside. He has no choice but to go there. Life changes a lot for him at Boram High School. He can't use his credit card or even drive his sports car! Meanwhile, as Jae-Gyeong attends this school, he meets Eun-hwan. She is different from the other people living in the country and seems to have some kind of secret. Jae-Gyeong starts to change his attitude, and Eun-hwan’s secret is about to be revealed.

This movie makes me cry! really cry..A touching story about true love. you guys should watch. About this girl, Eun-hwan change Jae-Gyeong charecter from arrogant, rebellious rich guy to a soft,kind and erm...nice? hahah.. Got a sad ending, but sweet..If you curious what the heck I am saying. Go watch it. The link is

http://www.mysoju.com/a-millionaires-first-love/ .

Okay..its midnight. I should me sleeping... Good night!

Yush, I miss you. Hope we meet soon..counting the days to meet you. I love you!

My School daze

2010-07-14T21:51:00.005+08:00

Just finish my "DUTY ROSTER FOR FYP".

For all the NYPians, do come down and support us okay. we doing on anti-smoking campaign at the Atrium. There will be games and prizes to be given! So do come by and see okay!! We put alot of hard work into it!!

Finally all the ICA and exams are finish! Wait until end of this semester to finish all the exams and we will be out for attachment for the next semester. Will be a tiring and stressing semester for us!!

I think I stop here. I cannot think of anything to write..

Update you guys soon!!

Bye!!

Start again

2010-07-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

Okay.Itchy Fingers. hehe. I deleted this blog and today suddenly decide to continue. Alot of my memories are here. Reading it again make me smile and laugh to myself.
I miss blogging. Here I could write and share about my life, maybe share about my feeling too!

Erm. What should I update?
Okay. Firstly, I am now already a Third year nursing student. This semester BUSY BUSY BUSY!! Alot to catch up. Getting ready for PRCP!

My boyfriend already start working. So he abit busy. Difficult to meet him. Miss him alot. Have to wait for his off day that he himself don't know when.

Oh wait.. receive a call from him...............

YEAH!!! tommorow HE has a off day!! Yippiee!! So happy! Can meet him!
(macam tahu2 jek)

This month I really have alot up and down with Yush. All because not enough communicating. haizz..but everything when well. I need to be more understanding. He, need to understand that I still need him. Without him..I have no life.hahaha!

I should be doing my project. My presentation this Wednesday.

Ok lar..update you more.

I try not to make this blog so dirty and dusty!
BYE!

Advance 17 mth anniversary!

2010-01-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

Meet my big baby today..hehe..  We both are having attachment..have difficulty meeting up..since today i end work at 3 I went to fetch him..  Cut the story short, had our small sweet dinner at arab street..where we sat at the carpet n enjoy the food with music played by the band..no idea who.. Hehe..   So yeah celebrating our 17mth anniversary in advance since we cant meet up 2morrow on the actual date..  

*yawn* K ppl I feel sleepy already..gd nite.!

No saving!

2009-12-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

Left 2 weeks!

And I have no savings at all!!
I really could not save up..the more I think about saving..
the more money I spend!!!!

Help!!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!

boo hoo hoo....

Alone

2009-11-13T16:34:00.004+08:00

Waiting for Yush at the Library as usual.

He ends at 6pm.

While I end at 4!

Seriously I bored!

Sitting alone, Take picture using webcam ALONE!

Senyum sorang2 mcm org giler!

Hahah!!

My stomach making sounds.

Im not hungry but its like asking me to eat.

Hmm..

Oh no.

Did I just fart?

Or my stomach?

So malu kepe!

Hope ppl that sitting around me didn't suspect anything.

I hate my stomach did this.

Its like

Big LUMP OF AIR JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF MY SMALL TUMMY THAT CAN ONLY FIT MEGASPICYBURGER!!!

hahah!

I miss my girlfriends.

Tizzy & Ira.

I wanna go out with you guys!!

sorry kalau aku cam senyap..

Or aku mmg senyap?

aku kan pendiam!

I miss my boyfriend!!

although meet him almost everyday except holiday and public holiday,

Still without him I look like a LONER!

am I?

Dunno and dun wanna know.

I am talking rubbish!!

K guys..I wanna watch movie at my laptop!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI korang2!!!

Statistic

2009-11-13T16:34:00.002+08:00

Going home soon!
Please end lesson early..
BLAH BLAH BLAH!!

B-O-R-I-N-G!!

Go and study lar aishah!!

2009-11-11T21:11:00.001+08:00

Got alot of things to catch up!!
GRR!!

STAY AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER!!!

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

weekend TODAY

2009-11-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

Today is fun!!

Went to arab street with family.

Buy two big sack of durian and

eat at mount fabour.

And take pictures!!

haha!

Lazy to blog.

tired already!

Enjoy the pics!

More at facebook!!

Yeah ME!

2009-11-07T23:50:00.006+08:00

My Boyfriend will kill me if he know I am blogging..haha..

Because I say that I am going to do my project.. And here I am camwhoring(did I spell it rite?) and blogging!! hahahahha!!! Im bored okey!

Went to library just now about 5pm after my bf finish training. He accompanied me to find my book. We left the library ard 8pm i think..and went to search for food.

Oh yeah... reach home get really upset.

Not that really lar..

just that I hate went either one of MY BROTHER disturb my belonging..and even break/spoil/take and denying it is not their fault. Mintak kene sepak terajang kalau masih tk mengaku!

COME ON! I don't have younger brother that age 1-4..that could be reasonable! grrr..grow up lar!!

Kalau da buat ckp jek ah..!!!

To ease my pain and heartache..

Take my own picture and SMILE!!!

Cos that will ATLEAST cheer me up!!

The pictures are all me.

YEAH ME!

haha..

I dunno to do my project or not.

hehe..

Sleepy already.

Tomorrow going out with family.

Dunno jadi ke tak!

erm..

mataku penat mcm lalat.

otakku pening dan menoneng.

hidungku gatal mintak kene korek.

bibirku kering tambah air liur.

K lah aku tdo..

Baby..I tk kisah lar..besok I buat project.penat ah! hahaha

E-plaza

2009-11-06T14:41:00.001+08:00

Waiting for class..
Start at 3pm later.
BORING SIA!!!!!

A school day out.

2009-11-04T22:02:00.005+08:00

My timetable sucks today!

1hr lecture..5hr breaks..1hr lecture.

and have my mensus today.

I had bloody stomach,muscles,joints,butt cramp!!!!

err..I cry my way to school..but I really have any energy to school cos I know I will not concentrate anyway..

Soo si setan nik hasut si setan..

ME: U tkya pegi lar FYP..U pon sakit kan..tgok U batok2..teman I lar..

So si lagik satu setan pon AGREE!! hehehe!! end we just seat ard and make our own game..talk nonsense..and made ourself tattooott!! haha..

He made mine kat park that have a rubbish bin!

I really have no idea what to draw his..so he give the idea of drawing pad..haha.

NONSENSE!!

Our master piece!!(press to enlarge and see the amazing detail)

Then I meet Ira and Tizzy.

Blah blah blah..

Then..

Raining..

GO home..

Tired to blog.

Gd nite!

My own Fairy Tale

2009-10-30T15:23:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time there was Nuwy, a girl who loves food. She born in so-so, nor rich neither poor family.She spend her life everyday by eating and eating and MORE EATING!
Her parents also give her pocket money to spend every day.
So the only thing that she spend is food!! And the suprising thing is that she did grow any larger.
SAME SMALL SIZE.

So one day, her friends were talking about vacation the incoming holiday.
Nuwy listen and feel excited about it. It will be her first time to spend time with her friends without parents and even teacher.
But do her parents allowed in the first place?
She didn't dare to ask YET.

The only way to go is to SAVE UP her money until there is enough so her parents my let her go since she did'nt ask their money.

Process of collecting money begins. She try to cut down her food. She started to have some stomach cramp because she not use of not eating anything. She is very motivated to save as many as she can. She will left her money at home so she could not spend it.

One night, she realised her money is MISSING!!
"The Ugly beast must have taken it away and enjoying himself with all the delicious food!!"
She get really angry. She try to find the UGLY beast and confront him.

"HEY you Ugly beast!! How dare you take all my money!!" She shouted at the Ugly beast

But the ugly beast why denying although there was big fat evidence that he took it because he enjoying alot of food!!
Ugly beast never had delicious food because he so UGLY and mean! everyone don't want to get close with him!
Nuwy get really frustrated because the Ugly beast keep denying and treatened to eat Nuwy up!
So Nuwy just walk home crying sadly.

Because of that incident Nuwy was not motivated to collect the money. She continue her habit by eating anything she want and never want to save up any money.

The end.

Why life must be so DAMN PAIN IN THE ASS!!

2009-10-29T21:12:00.002+08:00

Feel very very tired today!!!

2hours of waiting for Yush to finish his class at 6.

While waiting..window shopping or could I say day dreaming in AMK hub ALONE!
One part i really get really tired of walking I sat at the bus interchange and I actually count how many female walk pass me for atleast 10mins. It was around 132 I thing. Then get really tired of counting female. I count student with uniform..not much..and I get distracted. Then start count how many bus pass by me..can't remember..getting really tired and sleepy!

Then I walk away from the bus inter..walk2 somemore..blah blah!!

Meet yush..went to eat..blah blah blah...

HOME!

That is when I get really irritated!!!
The room become like jungle..dunno where the tree and animal..
my stuff we all over the place!!
really angry with all my brothers!!

OH please make them get married fast and move out from here!!

NEW BLOG SKIN

2009-10-28T23:15:00.003+08:00

Change the skin.
Nice or not?

credits to TIZZYMENTEL

She came to my house to borrow SOMETHING..don't want to tell ah. Later she MALU..hehe
ENd up she stay until 10 plus pm.

Have no idea what to write.
Damn tired and sleepy.

GD NITE PEEPS!

sad-ism

2009-10-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

With all the crying.
My eyes feel like swollen. I don't how to describe.
But it feels tired.

I get so angry and pissed with my brother.
I do not want to say who.

I feel that he no longer know how to respect other ppl.
Ok fine if he did not respect me as his sister.
Atleast respect my parents!

Why You did this..
STOP messing around with my stuff!!!
And then you just keep denying.
You think I am stupid.
You Think I don't know.
You may Think its okay and feel NOTHING about it.

I really HATE YOU right now!
I do!!

Raining

2009-10-14T11:12:00.001+08:00

Going swimming later but looks like its raining!

Rain Rain Go Away!
Come Again another day..

M aybe come tommorrow can!

Please stop!

HI 5

2009-10-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

I Really miss the last Hi-5 group esp Kathleen.

She was my fav.

You know right with the Jap2.

You know why suddenly this topic out from my mind.

I and Yush randomly talk on phone about our last time crush and admirer..

Aishah: U..Bilang I ah sape U penah suke..U tk penah bilang.

Rusdy: I tk penah ade crush kat sape2 lar.

Aishah: Jgn nk bedek! bilang ah..PLEASE!

Rusdy: I penah suke cikgu I ade lar.

Aishah: Cikgu?? lawa sngt ke cikgu tu? nape U suke cikgu tu?

Rusdy: Die ajar I, bey dier lari ke London jadi org Hi 5.

Aishah: Biar betol??yg mane satu??!!!!(excited voice)

Rusdy: Ape eh name die..? Ms kath..ka,,ntah start with K..

Aishah: KATHLEEN ehhhkkk???

Rusdy: a'ah

Aishah: yg pendek2 gelap2???

Rusdy: a'ah

I shout sia! haha..I scold him why he never told me before that Kathleen was his teacher!!!

I sing hi 5 song..I talk about hi 5..He didn't even mention about kathleen was his teacher!!

GRRRR!!!

So I ask him alot of question.

How's she like?

What subject she teach him?

Does she know his name?

How she call rusdy by his name?

How she conduct her class?

Does she sing in class?

Ok i ask alot! hahaha!! I was excited for no reason! haha..

But still I miss the old hi 5! the new one is B-O-R-I-N-G!!

Hiccups!!

2009-10-08T21:44:00.006+08:00

Really got bad hiccups!

It just didn't go away! Why people have hiccups anyway? NO point sey! penat tau!!

Mcm nak nangis aku..

Meet Yush @ school to have lunch with him then wen home.

While waiting for the bus..

THERE COME MY HICCUPs!!!

for 1 hour!!!

It didnt want to go..

I was soo PAISEY!!

ape tak nye..KUAT PE AKU SEDU2!

On 45min bus ride I cannot stop hiccup-ping!!

TERRIBLE!!

It went away after I alight from the bus.

Reach Home.

While playing laptop.

It starts again.

My brother says like earthquake because the laptop on my lap is shaking when I hiccup.

GRRR!!

I can't remember how long it last. but quite short I think. 20 mins.

I went to Paya Lebar to meet my mum later the evening,

And that is when it started AGAIN!!!

This time last for another HOUR!

Then when to buy some food for dinner to take away.

ITs START AGAIN!!!!

boohoohoo!!

In the taxi I can't stop hiccup-ping!!!

PAISEY SEY!!

At home

After Dinner.

20 mins later.

IT GO AGAIN!

This one worse.

because I just finish my meal.

I burb and hiccup the same time!!!

damn tiring ke pe!!

Bayangkan kene pakai seluruh anggote badan setakat nk sedu!!

oh yeah plus sedawe!

My brother get irritated because of my

hiccups. But I'm the one who get really tired ok!!!

Anyone love hiccups? please take away from me!

Im begging you!!

Eating Durians

2009-10-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

Why I am here blogging?

Because I am really damn bored! haha!

Hmmmm!! wangi nye aku!! baru habis mandi tau!! Pakai sabun LIFEBUOY!

Nari aku nye family merayap! Buat ape..

MAKAN DURIAN!! kat tepi lorong..

More pictures @ my facebook!

So yeah..Kite lantak durian nari. Tgok muke pon satu2 serabai! mcm pelarian! TEROK betol!

Nak tahu mcm mane kite alih2 pegi sane..Nik lar! gare2 bpk aku..Dier giler durian! SERIOUSLY GILER DURIAN!!! HE CAN EVEN EAT WITH RICE!! eeww! haha! I cant..Aku makan durian cume..TK FAVORITE!! bnyk2 muak sey..bpk aku hari2 pon boleh makan! KAU KASI AH DIER SATU BAKUL DURIAN AKU RASE DIER DUDOK BERSILE HABIS KAN SUME! hantu durian!

kat lorong tu da lar panas nk mampos! haha..mcm makan bende pedas..satu2 berpeluh mcm badak sey!

Lepas habis makan..kite head off tu GIANT. My parents nk beli kipas..so yeah get our kipas..oh ya..bapak aku nik kan kelakar ah..haha..jap kasi aku ketawe dulu..hahahaha..

dier npk nik Tilam(mattress) around $18 if I am not wrong lar..sebab time aku tgah hayal..

quite pelik lar..cos the material is leather takan murah nah kan? ingat sale lar kan..tup tup bile bayar guess brape??

Tkpe lambat nah pikir aku bilang jek lar..$75!!!!! hahahahaha!!

sebelom bayar lagik boleh pelawe sape nak..kalau betol2 amek lebih ah kau! tk tahu da brape!! dier tilam lagik mahal dari kipas angin!! hahaha!!

Den we off home..sebelom tu singgah g pasar..den my abg and adik bersuare beli pizza..so yes kite beli pizza...

Besok I got this job interview..lagik 2 minggu holiday ade hati nk keje! haha!! dapat nasib lar..kalau tk pon tkpe lar..

sorry kalau aku blog dgn bahase tercampak2! haha!! nak bace, bace ah..tak nak sudah..k lar aku nk buat bende laen ah..gd nite!!

2009-09-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

Thought of changing blog skin.

BUT I GIVE UP!

Got a headache already!

2009-08-29T22:32:00.014+08:00

1 year anniversary
1 year had past. 1 year together.
Lots of tears and laughter!
It will not be the same without you in my life.

So yeah. Everything went well.
Last year we were shy together, now? Look at us just can’t life without each other.
I really love him. 080808 was the day he confessed his love. 300808 I accept him.
Never thought of him be my one. But I am lucky to have him!

How we celebrate our 1 year anniversary?

We somehow celebrate in advance because 300809 fall on Sunday.
Sunday is my family day. I need to remain at home and furthermore my mum didn’t work on Sunday so it will be a bit awkward to be out on weekend.

We started buying gift for each other on Monday. Si dua gong2 nik tak tahu sabar! Haha..
So he bought me “Addidas” slipper and I bought him this “Kube” Mp3. But since we bought it too early and suppose to have it on our anniversary, I decided to take home his and I ask him to bring home mine. He was quite reluctant. Haha. He really really wants the “Kube” now but I really insist to give him later. Then mule lar dier merayu rayu mintak nari jugak. Mcm baby ganyut! Haha

End up I win! Haha. We bought home the present. But I know he really upset because he can’t have the Mp3. Haha. I promised him I give it on Wednesday so on Friday went we celebrate he can use. And I can use my slipper on Friday. Why Wednesday? Because that morning I have exam and Tuesday and Thursday I am not going to meet him.

When Friday arrived can’t really wait to finish my final paper and meet him!!
After my exam finish at 11 I meet him, he already using the “Kube” and I wear the slipper. Oh ya. He even bought me this Hair clip from “Chomel”. He really wants to buy it last year. But I say next time because it is quite expensive to start off.

Then we head off to AMK hub. We thought of watching movie but all movies are boring. The only caught his eyes is the Final destination. But it is M18. Bloody hell right! I haven 18! Paiseh sey! We queue up already. Ask the tickets already. He the cashier asks for our IC! Grrr!!
Then we walk around AMk hub do not know what to do. He bought me a dress also! I really feel so guilty asking him too much. Then we went round and round and round!

Then we head off to Marina Square and when we reach there around 1.30pm. We went window shopping. Play some arcade games. See if there any movie to watch but none, until we really out of idea what to do. At 4pm both we damn tired of walking .So we just seat and decide where to eat.

Really bored to death! Hungry face! Tired knee! Sleepy eyes! Feel like going home and sleep! Haha.

FINALLY 6.30!! We went to Seoul GARDEN to have our dinner and to break our fast.
FEEL LIKE HEAVEN LA SEY when dah AZAN MAHGRIB!
Fuh ape lagik!! Enjoy ah!!!
We eat until our stomach bloated! Haha. We eat until 8.30! haha

NEXT stop! We head of to Singapore Flyer! Last year we were outside looking and I was admiring the wheel. But that day! My dream came alive!! Haha. And we almost get a private capsule but there came one family running to our capsule. but it was fine. They help to take pictures but abit dark lar..so i didn't post..I only post the bright2 one! haha..The view is amazing at night! I love it! Thankiu Sayang for this fun enjoying day! I never forget it!

That is how i celebrate my 1 year anniversary!

Syg.happy anniversary! I hope u had fun and I want you to know that I really love you!

Updates

2009-08-16T00:14:00.005+08:00

Ok ya!
hmmm...
I know I am not blogging properly like dunno when.
Just finish my 2 week attachment at CGH.
It is a tiring one okey!
Especially start of the attachment was a HELL!
I was having a bad cough and flu! and have to use the mask and all!
want to MATI you know!
skali aku yg jadi patient!
there werelots of thing to do and don't forget the 8hrs of standing.
ok maybe not totally 8hrs.minus of the 1 hr break.so 7hrs of standing?
High chances of getting deep vein thrombosis when I am old.
Not sure being in Nursing is my life. It seems like I don't have a life..
Morning shift 7am-3pm: reach hm @ 4 change and SLEEP. wake up in the morning go back to work.
Afternoon shift 1pm-9pm: reach hm @ 10 change and SLEEP. wake up in the morning go back to work.

What a life.
But I do enjoy lar the attachment..yeah right!
The last day was the best!
I was in ward 44. they were having party for the staff that being promotes and some are leaving.or is one only? haha.
SO yeah lots of food okey!
But didn't get to try it lar..when I and Indah sneak in to get the food..some finish olready.. I just eat ROTI KIRAI! haha!

and took photo......here are some..

Me,our CI Susanna, Indah

Me and Monica

Group 4 photo taking with our CI.(eh why Sanam and Ting2 close their eyes?) All of us!!!

If are wondering why we where the stupin duck mask it is because of the H1N1 protection..blah blah blah! and the apron serve no purpose! behind how? kene germs also! bah!

Okey now..What the event that is coming up?

1) Exams! (need to start studying lar sey!)
2) Fasting
3) My 1 Year anniversary! Yippie!
4) another attachment!
5) Hari RAYE!
6) MY birthday!

Seems alot going to happen soon..
Update more soon!

Blog Quiz

2009-08-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

1.Are you single or attached?
- Attached

2. Do you have a person you like?
- YUP.

3. What is the name of the person you’re in love with?
- Rusdy Yardi aka Yush

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- I save my mum cos Yush know how to swim. But I can't swim. I guess Yush have to save both of us.haha

5. Have you hugged someone before?
- Ya. ofcos!

6. Do you love your parents?
- YES! I don't know what I do without them.

7. Are you willing to do anything for your girlfriend/boyfriend?
- erm..see how it goes. haha.

8. Will you hug the one you love?
- Yes.

9. Are you jealous now?
- Now? No I am hungry now.

10. Who is the last person who messaged you?
- Yush.

11. Who is you clique?
- hmmm...

12. Do you want babies in the future?
- Oh yeah! I wanna have babies!!! PRETTY,CUTE,LOVABLE BABIES!

13. Do you prefer Mac Donald’s, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver or coffee shop?
- KFC.

14. Do you sniff glue?
- NO. better i sniff food! lagik steam woi!

15. Do you smoke?
- nope!

16. If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
- I kick his ball hard!

17. Which CCA are you in now?
- MCG. Dikir.

18. If you’re rich what will you do?
- Good question. BUY BIG HOUSE! BIG CARS! and have all my family and Friends gathered and share the wealth!

19. If the one you’re in love with held your hand, what will you do?
- Never want to let it go.

20. If the one you love rejects you, what will you do?
- Cry.

21. What is/are your cartoon character/s?
- hmm...not sure..but i like alot of characters.

22. Friendship or Love?
- Both can?

23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Elmo!

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
- Laptop.

25. Do you like lollipop?
- Yeah! especially strawberry flavour!

26. Do you have diary?
- Yup. but never update! haha

27. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- OMG.please don't let happen that way. If it ever happen..i cry till he ask me back!

28. Are you blur?
- A bit. Not much. I think.

29. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- Pink. but it will look damn ugly on me! haha!

30. Who is the last person who chatted with you on MSN?
- Yush

31. How many girls/boys have you beaten before?
- Does my brothers count?

32. What school are you in?
- Nanyang Polytechnic.

33. Favourite name for a girl?
- i like a girl name start with Putri.

34. Favourite name for a boy?
- Let me think went i have a baby boy can?

35. Tag 10 friends to do this quiz =)

-alar..anyone lar that want to do this quiz okey!

Happy Birthday singpore!

2009-08-10T00:50:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!

How I celebrate it?

Went out with my brothers n my cousins and their friends...

went to kallanng park or beach or I don't what it called..it is near lavendar.

But end up can't see the fire works cos it was blocked by a building!

WASTED!

den went to Marina Barrage...blah blah blah!!

Lazy to explain lar..

What I miss NOW:

My Boyfriend.

My BestFriends.

Good start..bad end!

2009-07-17T21:43:00.003+08:00

Start a day with my eyes half open!
Get lecture class but can't manange to wake up so I skip it! hehe..
But I wanna say very sorry to yush!
Baby mintak maaf!!
You know i am very sorry for this morning!
sorry sayang laen kali I dengar ckp you okay!

Arrive school and have 2 hours of lecture.
Meet up the lecturer for Adult nursing den another elective lecture and 1hr test that i finish it up in 20 mins and hand up then rushed meet yush..
kesian dier sakit2 pon nak amek!! hehehe...

Den we seat on the void deck to eat cos I bought some food from home.
Den we walk to AMK.
We went to the cash converter.
I bought a keyboard for my laptop at $1.
cheap rite!
And it is working!! hahah!!

Then took a bus to bedok inter.
BLAH BLAH BLAH........................

Reach my house!
That is when i really get pissed off!!
you want to know why!!
The clothes outside my house to air dry some of them is missing!!
Baju kat jemuran HILANG!

YES MISSING!!

PENG SAK OTAK!!

One of it is my mum's favourate cotton on cardigen.
also this dress that i just wear it once! ONCE!! and it gone missing!!!!!!!!!!
SEDIH PEH!!
there is a few more..I can't remember which one.
bodoh peh orang! tkde bende laen nk amek ke??
Baju aku kalau banyak takpe!!!
DAH LAH LIMITED baju2 aku!
aku terkial2 cari duit nk beli baju..ko senang curi baju aku ye!!
Kalau nak amek pon..jgn amek yg mahal2..amek jek lah t-shirt!!!

BINGIT SEY!! tk nak aku jemur baju kat luar lagik ah!!

UpDATES UPdates!!

2009-07-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

Okay here are the updates!!!

Last saturday went to meet Yush at bugis with some of his friends.
I am abit uncomfortable ofcos..You know me..I am very shy person okay! okay!
haha.

Than we follow Ain to bugis street cos she wanna buy her pants.
It have been so long that I went to bugis on SATURDAY.
And it was damn packed!
RIMAS KE PE!!!
MACAM NAK BWK TEMBAK!

TEPI-tepi kalau tidak aku tembak kau!

So end up ade got missing den some of us tunggu luar jek!
kepanasan pe kat dalam!!

Then after get Ain's pants(okay she end up buying clothes instead cos she can't find the pants that she wanted) we head to CITY HALL to catch the fire work!!

Arriving at the PADANG! and lay a sleeping bag that yush had bought for us to seat!!

And ya he had set up the camera all nicely..and we took couple of shots!!

If you can see here..the camera had been set up to catch the view of fire works.. You imagine how the fire works will apear behind us and we could take the piture with it.

CAN YOU IMAGINE IT!!!!???

Then it starts to drizzle..yush say maybe its the passing cloud. I thought it too!

Then from no where (takde angin takde guruh!) BUSSSSHHHHHHHH!!!

RAIN came pouring down!!! SO LEBAT SEKALI TAU!!!!

I quicky save the camera(mahal woi! kalau aku nye tkpe jgk!) and run to the nearest shelter that is the court(watever it was called)..

Yush help me to carry the camera half way.. where is the rest?? HIDE UNDER THE SLEEPING BAG trying not to wet themselves!!! hahahahah!! crazy sia!!

THEN A FEW MINUTE!

KEPABOMMMMM!!!!

THE FIREWORKS ARE OUT!!!

bloody hell!!

so dissapointed cause never get the chancce of taking picutre with it..

But yush quickly take a snap of me with the fireworks!! hehehehe!!!!

Sorry lar krg ehk!!! haha..nex time!!

Then we are stuck there until the rain stops..so we took more picuture!!!
ALL soaking wet la sey!! hahahahha!!!!!

My couple shots!
ENJOY MY DAY!!!

Then yesturday(monday)..I treat Yush at sempang bedok cos he really wanna eat ROTI JOHN!! haha..so we had our dinner there after school..
I got a kebab!!!

Then we had to under the MRT track of simei to take pictures and just lepak lar..haha..

Enjoy having dinner with you dear and go back to our dating place! hahahahahha!!!

Okay now it is late for me..I have my presentation early in the morning and haven memorize my script!! damn! good night people!!

Sorry

2009-07-09T22:44:00.006+08:00

I tak sengaje nk ckp dgn U gituk.

I tahu U masih sedih dgn permintaan itu.

Tpi I nak U tahu I menyesal.

I nak U maaf kan I.

I know I hurt you alot.

I know I am the one who start all the stupid fight.

I know you will ask for forgiveness even it is not your fault.

I know I not appreciating you enough.

I realised that you are really mine.

You make me smile and laugh.

You complete my life.

And you always be there when I need you.

But I will try.

Try to be someone like you.

Patient.Calm.

Understanding.

You say you are selfish because you always want me to be your side.

You're not selfish.

I am.

I am the one who need you to be my side.

I want you to agree everything I say.

I am sorry.

I am sorry to make you cry.

I am sorry to make you choose.

I am sorry to make you upset.

but now,

I am not sorry to have you by my side.

Because I do need you with me.

You are my bestfriend.

My soulmate.

My lover.

My life.

I love you too RUSDY YARDI.

I do love you.

ADIK ku PULANG KE TANAH AIR!

2009-06-10T22:48:00.005+08:00

"Guess who's back,

Back again,

Nasrul back,

back again..."

Haha...isit cute?? not the boy..the SWAN! haha..

K lar..Cute lar cute lar ADIK KU YG BOTAK!!!!!

He been away for so long to "YOU KNOW WHERE"..ssshhhhhh!

RAHSIAKU RAHSIA MU! hahaha....RINDU BANGET SATU KELUARGE!!

hahaha....ok about the swan..sape sanke adik aku nik boley buat..yelah aku pon tk kuase nk buat ape lagik dier kan! hahaha..

"dalam diam diam ko sudah berpunya tanpa aku menyedari semua..."

Ehkk..melanCONG aku hahah!! ok cut the crap! aku cam happy nari tau!! ak tahu nape! ONE big FAMILY plus PASS MY PRACTICAL TEST! fuh!! haha...

Ok back to the Swan(melanCONG lagik).. the picture kat bwh ye...FYI the swan ade word "FAMILY" cool kan..ok sape tahu buat tk heran but to me is COOL! aku tk tahu buat! kalo tgok slowly ade npk sikit sikit word dier..I cant get it all..haha...SoOOrrryy..tk amek class petik gambar!! hahahahha!!!

So ya..everything was perfect today..although abit bersalah pon ade about something..but tat set my mind away because my my A-CUN's SWAN!! haha..ok so tk penting!

bontot ku sakit!

2009-06-09T17:03:00.004+08:00

oi ape kau tgah buat???
Aku tgah buat bodoh..
Muahahahhahahah!

Sitting in the library @ AMK..typing this blog..
tgah byg kan hidup ku dgn.......

DUIT!!!!!!

hahahahah!!

ape aku nk beli? ape aku nk buat? sape aku nk kasi?

haha..

da la tknk la byg kan ttg duit..ckp sal duit..

aku da nk kene collect..
aku baru habis kan duit aku! hahhaa..
And yesterday kan kan kan...
Dear Yush belanje me SWENSEN!
happy dok!
da brape lame aku tk mkn..
yelah aku mane kaye nk g restaurant mahal2 kan..
hehehe..

Ok here are the list why i need money! QUICK!

1) Holiday is coming
2) Wak sai da buat class outing(malay) g karaoke and makan!
3) Tgok crite hannah montana with Tizzy
4) just need money lar for FOOODD!!!

hahahahahhahahah!

Food for me! food for everyone!

I got practical test tomorrow! seram sak!! aku tgok ramai fail jek..aku tk nk fail..kene retake tk kuase aku..hmm..belajar...da masok otak..tapi.....kalo the day it self aku salah buat mcm mane???????

wish me luck lar...
bye!

Freezzing COld!

2009-05-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

Guess where am i?

School!? yup..but not my school...it's TPJC..
Nik lar Yush pakse org dtg utk training production dier..so ya..I am sitting on their MCG room that is a size of class room(it is a class room aniway..haha) not like ours. It is a size for 5 people I think..and even for people to sleep..
Byngkan ade tilam n bantal..jgn lupe selimot...haha..da mcm bilik tdo..sesiape yg mengantok mintak kunci and u can sleep in the room..haha..

Btw..I am FREEZZZZIIINNNNGGGG COOOLLLDD!!

The aircon is just above my head rite now! My finger is really numb..cant type much..BEKU LAR SEY TANGAN!! GUGU GAGA!!

Yush is practicing the Music with the other..It is quite nice the melody all..

Since my dear is DAMN good in music..he spent most of the time playing music..he can play most of the instrument.. and i can play NOTHING!! MALU TAU!!

"matair pandai maen instrument,
aku cume pandai buat bodoh"

kalo dier tanye sedap ke tk aku mesti lar ckp sedap sebab kalo aku ckp tk sedap..kalo aku maen lagik TAK SEDAP..

Korang Penah terpikir tk krg ade bakat yg terpendam..??

kadang2 aku pikir jgk kalau aku ade bakat terpendam..haha..mane lar tahu kan kan kan...nk kate nyanyi?..adoi..sembutan pon tk betol..joget? anuh dikir buat ragam pon da kaku..berlakon? biar betol..tergagap aku bbual nk berlakon...masak? semua hangus..entah..aku pon tk tahu...sedih sey! BOOhhooooooo!!!!

aku mcm nk giler sak dudok kat sini..aku malu,campur seram..seram pon tk tahu nape..seram berbual ngan org kot..aku rase aku ade ASPD kot!! adoi!! hahah!! tuk tuk! ketuk kepale aku!! jgn pikir merepek lar!!! and aku kesejukan!!!

CEPAT LAR KOL 6!! aku tk sabar nk keluar dari peti SUJUK nik!!

LIBRARY

2009-05-26T14:10:00.002+08:00

WAITING FOR RUSDY YARDI UNTUK HABIS LECTURE!!!

Nitez Nitez Nitez

2009-05-25T22:57:00.005+08:00

Da lame aku tk dudok diam2 depan computer BLOGGING...

No time la sey and mood pon tkde..

By the time balik da penat!

Alot of thing happen! and I really mean ALOT ah!

and aku cume tkde time nk kongsi...(gong xi.. gong xi...haha)

YUSH da kat alam FANTASY!

Aku jek yg tk tahu nape tk tdo..tergerak hati nk type bende...
Aku mcm teringin gituk kan nk bbual ttg My dear YUSH!
hehehe!!

korang tk nk bace sudah! aku type jgk..haha..

tpi YUSH bace kan??

Sekian lame aku bersame dirimu.. semakin hari semakin terasa nikmat nya..

BEEPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUT THE JIWANG STUFF!!!

SUDAH LAR!! tk ya nk berJIWANG! aku bukan reti sngt kan haha...straight to the point..come on..okey nik dier carta2 nye:

10 sebab membuat die menjadi "ehem ehem ku" (matair aku lar..haha) :

1) Die seorang yg penyayang dan penyabar. dier tk penah pekik kat aku walau aku penah pekik kat die..sape jahat? aku ke? haha..pandai2 la nilaikan..

2) Die kan tk lokek tau..die ade duit die belanje..die tkde duit pon dier belanje..ade jek lar die korek duit die mane2..haha..

3) Die tidak penah ungkit..aku tk sakit hati dier pon tk sakit hati..so kalau gaduh try to solve straight away..yelah..aku tahu aku lah punce segalenye! MUAHhahaaha..

4) Die always call me by a sweet name..eg "baby".."syg".."aishah"..hehe! dier tk penah maki aku..

5) Die tk kan lupe msg aku walaupon seBUSY mane pon dier satu hari..mesti dier cube cari mase..bkn mcm aku..si PEMALAS!..haha

6) Die buat aku rase selamat..(tgok la bdn dier..ooppss..hehehe)

7) Die akan sedaye upaye membuat aku orang paling gembire setiap hari! walaupon dier penah try buat kelakar aku tk layan sebab aku penat n malas nk layan! hahaha..tahu lar dier..die diam sendiri..haha..sorry dear..

8) Die tk pikir kalo die lapar ke tk..kdg2 dier tggu aku habis skola jadi ley mkn same2..cume aku kdg2 tk ley tahan NAFSU utk makan..aku TERmakan dulu..haha..kesian dier..tkpe lar..aku teman dier mkn...aku pon mkn lagik lar..

9) Die ade IMPIAN yg tinggi..die ade motive utk berjaye..he is very hardworking..and I am really proud to have a bf like him tau!

10) finally Die seorang yg terlalu istimewa utk aku..dan aku harap aku dapat jage dier seperti dier jage aku lar..kan..

AMIN!!

ini hanya permulaan..

Something MIssing

2009-05-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

SOmetimes I wonder.

Do i have a friend really thought me as a friend

Or am I just someone they need when they really need some help..

I just feel I am not part of u guys anymore...

everday i felt apart..

Holiday!!

2009-03-15T18:38:00.003+08:00

Attachment had finally ended!! yeah!!!

And here come the HOLIDAY!!!

1 month holiday!! great right!!

Yesturday I catch Disney on Ice with dear.Thanx dear for the tix. The show was wonderful and colourful! The skater skate very gracefully and I was amazed by the performance all! overall I like the Mermaid part. It was really great!!
Kalau aku lah yang tgah skate lagik GEREK! hehe
Seriously I envy all the kids cos they get to where all the princess costume..ape kan daye aku da besar..aku kai gituk org tgok aku buang tebiat!! wakakak!

After the show we went to kallang leisure park and watch movie there. hehe..We watch the Race to Witch Mountain. The show quite nice also. We get the couple seat and we sat the last row..and best part is no one seat on our row!! hahah

It is a day of FUN FUN FUN!!!

But towards the end of the day..we have some arguement..haiz..and it is bcos of me..wat to do..overreacting..tpi at home we talked at phone all everthing is fine back..

Sorry DEAR..

Today I cook spaghetti and mashroom soup..haha..entah lar ape rase dier..ok ke tk ok..lantak ajek lar! haha...

Attachment!!!!!

2009-03-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

ONE WEEK!!!

Two week left to my HELL!!

Ok not that bad as I thought!

Our Clinical Instructor(CI) was nice..verrryyy NICE! so I was comfortable to do some skills in front of her. Although abit shakey but atleast I got confident. Not like MY last time CI when I was at CGH! She make me all tense up and scary...I got goose bumps all over..haha..I tend to run away from her.. She is mean! haha..

I was posted at KKH for 3 weeks.
2 weeks at the paeds ward where see all the kids and 1 week at GYN..no idea wats that but heard was something about the pregnant women all...

First week..SURVIVED! haha.. The cute babies and kids, the running and shouting...dont forget LOTS LOTS LOTS of crying!!!!!

The age at my ward are from 0-16years old..I think..Not sure until wat age..ard there I think..
I remember I got to hold a 2 DAYS baby and got to bottle feeding...SOOOO CUTEEEE!!!!!!
The body is so damn SOFT!!
haha..

great experienced so far...Got to learned a lot..I still haven got to chance to bath a Baby..Is it easy? only got a chance to bath a older child..

haha..k update more..

And my dear make the attachment complete cos he fetch me after work!! also thank you dear for the present and HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
LOVE YOU LOTS!

Full of excitement!

2009-02-20T22:36:00.003+08:00

never done any blogging since I do know went.
Full of stress and exciement lately so no time to blog.
So Now I spend a min to tell you want happen for the past 2 weeks.
Wat I have been doin?

1. studying for exam! I got 4 major paper. I think I did badly for one of the module and MIGHT taking the sub paper. But hopefully I pass all the paper so no need to retake. MALAS MALAS MALAS!

2. Being spending alot of time with Yush at East coast beach to study. But mostly we just hang out and watch the view. haha.

3. My 2nd elder brother keep disturbing me not to study and karaoke with him! so i join! hahah!

4. On last week Saturday went to Seoul Garden with my family all! Then play archade and all! Lots of screaming and laugther! hahah!

5. After My last Paper, myclass head off to Pasir Ris/Aloha Loyang/Banglo for 3 days! I bring Yush along. I hope he had fun. haha. 1st day we had BBQ-ing on the second day we had steamboat! alot of fun overall!

I haven have the picture yet..once I have I upload it! okie! ciow!!

sorry!

2009-02-09T08:10:00.003+08:00

Yush!

SOOOOORRYYY!!!

Sorry I bungun lambat!!!

Meet you at the Library!

SOORRRYYY!!!

Why do I feel this way?

2009-02-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

I reach home early today.

Feeling sleepy in the same time feeling abit down.

I don't know why.

Before I went home meet my dear yush at AMK hub at around 2.30.

We walked around then I asked how about we go out of AMK.

But I after say that he say he meeting his fren at 4.30 suddenly I became quiet.

I don't know why. Maybe he had promised me to go some where.

end up he told me that he had meeting.

He did told me he had something on at 6 so I thot I can go somewhere with him before he went to where he shud go.

I don't know.

Maybe I am just plain selfish.

I dont blame him.

My parents also thought there was something wrong with me.

cause wen I reach home they ask why my face look very tired.

I DON'T KNOW!!!

MY week of fun fun fun!!!

2009-02-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

It feels as in everything had come in place after my 2nd elder brother FIRDAUS(don) had come back from Brunai.

- MY aunt had move out. Not that I say is bad. Somehow I think it is also time for her also. MY dad also have some space at home. So he would not feel awkward..Is the best for everyone..and hope is also the best for her..and this all about the old people so I dont interfere with it. Let they make their own dcision.

- My younger brother has started school after he did not want to attend school for 1 year. I think he wanted to change a new leaf. hopefully he can! caiyo! hehe all the best!

- And Yes,Don reach Spore on Saturday.. and our family reunited!!! Hope be like this forever! Miss my family bonding all!
Wak Udin and Family also come to welcome my brother!! hehe..

Then All of them come to our house and celebrate... NASRUL AND FIRDAUS birthday that falls on JANUARY! Abang BOI and Family also come down and celebrate with us..although its a small celebration but we had fun.I guess. but I do had fun!

MY brothers.cousin and nephew! from left:Nasrul,Fariz,Mamat(behind),Fairuz,Abg boi(behind),Don and Fauzi

FAIRUZ! the youngers among his brother!

Then on the wed my brother,Don, wanted to treat the Family all..so we went to east coast and eat SEAFOOD..the food quite nice and YUMMY! sorry no picture of the food cos as the food come I didnt manage to take the picture cos we jus EAT UP! hahaha

MY siblings! NASRUL,FIRDAUS(Don),AISHAH,YASIR(Mamat)!

Manage to capture after we eat! haha..MESSY!!

My parents and my brother!

Then on THURSDAY. Few of my classmate run to AMK hub for the 3 hrs break to catch a movie "BRIDE WARS"..the show quite interesting. But for those girl who wanted to bring your BF to this show better not. I thing will be BORED to death! hahah..like SAIRI!!
We took a cab there. And we pay $1 each..

Buy the Tixs and wen to FOODCOURT and had their lunch.

After the movie walk back to school!!

After class..ME,YUSH and INDAH head to KEMBANGAN..to do spying..hehehe...nevermind..LETS IT BE AMOUNG US ONLY! hehehehe

Tired

2009-02-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

*TIRED*

SOB!SOB!

PLEASE AISHAH FINISH UP YOUR ESSAY BEFORE DOING SOMETHING ELSE!

MISS YOU DEAR.

*HUNGRY
*SLEEPY
*HUNGRY
*SLEEPY
*HUNGRY
*SLEEPY

*yawn*growl*yawn*growl*yawn*growl

This is such a waste of time!
BUT I AM WASTING MY TIME! I JUST CAN PUT ON MY WONDERFUL CAP TO WRITE MY ESSAY!

PLEASE SOMEONE FEED ME OR I WILL DIE!!

At the Library!

2009-01-31T14:20:00.002+08:00

Doing essay now! at the library!

Waiting for Yush!!

Struggling with the scenario for the essay!!

Later picking up my brother jus come back from Brunai..

Serving his NS there!

Ibu asked me to buy a cake for My brothers(don and nasrul) for their belated bdae..

BORING PE skrg!!

Great Escape!!

2009-01-28T00:42:00.008+08:00

A very great ESCAPE for me!!!
I suppose to stay at home and do my video editting!!
But I am to stress up!!
So wat i did??

Msg my dear Yush and we meet up!!
He asked me out yesturday but I say I hav to complete the vid.

But NO WAY!!
I am to stress out!
I need a break okey!
So we meet up inside bus 30 went to Vivo city.
(remembering my first date with him..haha..)

So we round round first and I wanna eat!
Very hungry..we end up eating Long John Silver.

Den Go go around again...
Then he say he wanna bring me to this place.
I dunno where it is.
He say that we going to climb a mountain or sumting?
And I was totally forgot about Yesturaday he told me..so I wear so nicely and he wear so simple!
GREAT! naek bukit pakai lawa2!

This me..so semagat kebabian memakai so nicely and we goin to go to a HILL!! ggrrr!!

Me and my dear Yush!!

To our first place we took pic for the first time..

This is the step we climb up! tinggi ke pe??? Imagine climbing with ur high heel??

At last we reach the top!! To HENDERSON WAVES! the first bridge!!

I like the background! Me and My dear yush!!

Tips: never wear High Heel..or not you will be walking around bare footed..hehehThis place is beautiful rite!!! I so love this place!!

The 2nd bridge we arrive..! macam maze tempat dier!! and the bridge is 1km!!

This is the 3rd bride we arrive!! at we arrive at 7 plus i think..

I had fun!! really enjoyable day! Yush count the steps and he say we climb 263 steps!!

but in the bus i complained..cos i am damn thirsty! haha...sorry dear!

Next time i wanna you to take me to the last bridge that we didnt get to go! okey!

Stress!!

2009-01-26T20:19:00.003+08:00

Im so STRESS UP!!

I feel like jump in the deep pool and and drown myself and all the problem is solve.(I think)

But I know I shouldn't do that(as if i going to do!)

But Really I am so stress up!!!

I have to complete the VIDEO EDITING by tommorrow..I tink it will turn out SUCKS!

(sorry guys..I am really cant make it perfect..having a hard time o do it)

I hate today! CNY! but I have nothing to do but just the video!

And I tink I hurt my dear..or he the one who hurt me?

I dunno!

I am sick of myself!

Always make him feel quilty.

How bad I am?

I don't want that to happen.

But will always happen.

Guess I just wanna his attention....

Attention seeker huh?

But dont blame me..I am bored at home!!

And hate this video editing cos im not in mood to do!!

Bi.please dont tink I mad at you.

MIRACLE!!

2009-01-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Believe in MIRACLE?

I don't!

BUT NOW I DO!!

My posting before This is About i dont have ENOUGH MONEY THINGY right.??

I got a letter that The Moe bursery money (was like on sept I apply now I get it)has just put inside my bank account!!!!

yippeee!!!

But my mother asked to keep it and don't use it.

*you know what I know.Public dunno*

2009-01-23T02:24:00.003+08:00

My life is almost perfect.

Not perfect but almost.

I am not SAD or ANGRY for this time being.

But there still something I do need..

TO make MY LIFE PERFECT!!!

What is THAT???

$$MONEY! MONEY! MONEY!$$
$MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!!$

MY dad gives enough money for me to go to school. But is just enough for my FOOD!! Can’t help myself to buy too much food for a day. Food helps you to have energy okay! So by the end of the week I only left with like few dollars just enough for my weekend MEALS! (If I do go out) I wanna work but my parents won’t allow, because I will be too tired after school. Good point. But HOW AM I GOING TO BUY MY STUFF????? I don’t want to always ask. PAISEY SEH! Don’t know why. But too embarrassed to ask.

What I want to do with the money now is:

1. New clothes (I haven buy any new set of clothing for like dunno wen)
2. New Make-up set (all my make-up is like mixed up together already..Sometimes went school with only baby powder and lip-gloss..pathetic)
3. For entertainment LA DEY! (been so long I never meet up with Shamira and Fatin. At least with some money can do at least SOMETHING!)
4. Buy something for myself! (of course I want to have a new stuff)
5. I want to buy something also for my dear YUSH! (surprise)
6. Pay for my class chalet and some money for the chalet!

GGggrrrr.....ALOT ALOT ALOT of things in my HEAD!!!
And the stupid attachment @ KKH for 3 weeks don’t have any pay!! BLOODY HELL!!!

I donno why I cant sleep!!

tommorrow i am schooling at 10 in the morning!!

Spending time with you!!

2009-01-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

My dear dear YUSH and ME ofcos!!!

Since da lame tk update cos wen i started to blog..I got distracted..and i will wrote half way and save kat draft..and NEVER POST! haha..

This week I spend alot of time with him..I guess..cant remember much wat we have done..but we do take ALOT ALOT ALOT of pictures!!! But i lazy to upload...and we make very goofy face!! haha...

Yesturday..SATURDAY..Never went out stay at home watch Online Movies..Bedtime stories(tggu kan yush lambat sngt..sampai crite dier da bis) and also crite 50 First date..romantic tau tau tau..menagis sorang2 kat bilik..haha..alar crite dier crite klakar jgk..crite lame jgk..but since terpikir nk tgok..cari lar crite dier...

Actually tk minat sngt online movie cause u have to wait forever for it to load..and it will stuck2!! irritating peh!!

Den after watching play some games at BARBIE.COM! cute tau! haha..shud try some..

Yeah..that was my saturday...

SUNDAY??

Ingat tk keluar..macam malas kan..sunday..sape ade mood...

Tapi my dear Yush wanna meet up..RINDU KATE NYE..hehehe..

Yeah..miss you too OKAY! haha

Meet him up kat Library at ard 5pm i guess..see..thats y tk nk keluar..da pukol brape!! nk jumpe pagi Yush ade show..soo..yeah..ptg la alamatnye!

den we go bugis...go and eat kat TONG SENG!!! haha

but tgah makan terase nk terkencing sey!! suay ah!! baru nk mkn relek2..so i was rushing ah makan..ahahah..selamat tk tercekik..haha..Yush pon same..bcos of me..terpakse la kalang kabot! bodoh peh KENCING! haha...

AND THE DAMN TOILET IS FULL!! AND I HAVE TO Q!! AARRRGGGGHHH!!!

den..his aunt keep calling to go home early..haha..cos his aunt is sick..so kesian dier...haha..so i decide to went his home..buy some food for his aunt..

Den at 9.30 went home...and my mum order KFC..so i eat again..hehe..

Now blogging...

and..looks like Yush not replying my msg..

means he is SLEEPING!!

haha

Good NITE people!

Busy week!!!

2009-01-10T23:47:00.006+08:00

Been a busy week for me..sebab kan da start open house sume kan kan kan..

aNd kite org ade dikir show la..(ceh wah!) haha...tpi..i dun tink we perform that well..tpi ok lar..for a beginner...haha..agaknye lar..we have like 3 days training ONLY...Mon,Tues and Wed..

Thurs and Fri show...

I had fun..really had fun..but what spoil my mood is SI BODOH PEH TENGKOK!! i had a neck sprain since last week..den after dat lead to Fever ..Skrg TEKAK GUA SAKIT BAGET!!!!!!!!!!!!

SORE TROAT!!! KESIAN TAK???

Menagis sey..the only person yg aku ley mengadu is my dear YUSH!! hehe..sori..hehe..

and i suppose to ask him to call me..and i am happily blogging away!! hehe..sori bi..

I have few pictures lar...tgok lar kalo sudi ye!!

DEWI KALISTA

BETARA KARISMA

BETARA KARISMA dan DEWI KALISTA

OFF CAM!!

Formal

Me and my poses..lawa tk aku...wakakakka!!

Me and my dear YUSH!! hehehe...

After..show...make up masih ade...rambut maseh keras!! eeuuuwww...

After the show..on friday...kite merayap-rayap macam bdk luar lar konon..step nk tgok2 cos...siapa lagik kalo bkn aku yush dan indah..haha..drg bbual mcm phm..

"If u take this course u will learn all this.."

Yeah..but i have a course already..haha...

Today I want out with fatin pegi Republic Poly...

tk pasal sanggup g sane sebab fatin nk tgok VOGUELICIOUS..

Tpi sampai sane drg da perform..dtg lambat..too bad..hahah..

Da lame kan tk keluar dgn atin....

Rindu pe..ceh wah...

Rindu... rindu serindu-rindunya
Namun engkau tak mengerti
Pilu... pilu sepilu-pilunya...
Namun engkau tak peduli
Malu.. semalu-malunya
Namun apa dayaOrang tak sudi
Mahu.. semahu-mahunya
Namun apa daya
Orang dah benci
sepat nyanyi plk ye..hahha..den kite merayap bugis sume lar..haha...Ok lah gtg..tkt YUsh tertdo plk tunggu...kesian
dier..heheh...

Spending time at my dear house!

2009-01-04T15:07:00.003+08:00

Sunday..is today..

Today..is Sunday..

What I normally do..??

Sit at home!
Konon nye family time lar..
padahal padahal..haha..
pagik jek jumpe bile da petang sume buat hal masing-masing..macam aku lar skrg..maen laptop.

yesturday and friday I spend time at my dear Yush house with his family.
he stay with his aunty and uncle..

It started on friday(okey..i went to house before..not that i dont)...Me,indah and Yush went to bugis...Follow him to take his sound system or something it call..
the thing is damn HEAVY
(luckily he brought a small trolley so we no need to carry it..just drag)

He call his Uncle to fetch him..Indah still wanna to look around for something..a gift for her BI..hehe.. so she wonder around alone..
Hope she found it...Sori tk teman kan kau ehk...kesian jalan sorang2..

Actually I feel a bit paisey to follow him along...
Ya lah..I not so use to go a GUY house..haha..
with his Famliy around..

Reach his house..set up is sound system...his aunt reach home from work..
They are very friendly. Really friendly..and very nice people..
I think because his Uncle bdae is on saturday..he treat us KFC..haha
Thank you so much!!
And Happy birthday too!

His uncle really funny..He talk alot..in a good way..I feel very comfortable..
His aunt more to quiet type..but she is nice to talk to also..

On the Saturday..Yush ask me to come cos he wanna try some VCD/DVD at his new sound system(I really dunno what it call..)
so I bring some CD for them to watch..

And we watch CD the whole day..

I really enjoy myself with them..

Oh ya..Yush also buy new phone..sony ericsson..I hope he like the phone and take care of it..
haha..

His uncle asked Yush to buy the china phone for him...he give the money to him and I follow him to buy..I was like..woii..tk pikir 2 kali sey..maen beli jek...haha...

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Tommorow I have my practical test..need to study!!
Wish me luck!!
I heard alot of them failed!!
Scared sia!

Happy New Year!!

2009-01-01T00:31:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

New year have come..and I really looking forward for the day that i stop being very PATHETIC!!
haha..
want to noe why?
New year babe and dude!
And i am writing my blog here!!
AArgghh!!

haha...
Ok..its not that I have no place to go or no one to go..
Yush actually want me to follow him to the countdown at Marina Bay.
He hav the TIXS!
but to bad im not going..
because:
1) I am tired after the Layar Andayu production (later I tell you guys more about it)
2) The countdown only @ 12am right..adoi!! Lambat sngt start!! why cant make it at 8pm or something?? so I can atleast go home before 12. (ok that is not countdown..haha)
3) I don't know if my parents allowed me to stay there to long..what do you expect? go home straight after countdown!!?? Cfirm I wanna chill..haha..And cfirm everyone will be heading home the 1st bus in the morning! I simply can't do that!! enough of going home late! I am tired with myself!!
4) I think I am Lazy myself..just now I watch the marina bay live at ch5..It was like 11.50pm..and I feel like sleeeping already!! Omg!! then here come the fireworks...

And that is wen i feel pathetic!! I stay at home and watch fireworks on my TV SCREEN!!!
I try to look out my window..and guess wat!!
I can ONLY HEAR THE "BOOM BOOM" SOUND of the fire works!!

BEST KAN!!

The Layar Andayu production was cool..really!! gerek giler!!
I cant believe that we did so well..
sbb kan our taining is such a draggy kan!!
Adoiii!!
But and up gerek pe!!
kecoh!!
haha
My parents and my bro and his GF come..
I did give 2 tix to my friend..but I tink she lost her way..tkpe la..

Here are some pictures..gmbr2 laen kat camera org laen..kalo ade lagik i post it up! nik jek termampu..hehe

MUke aku cam hantu! wakakak!

With Yush!! (w/o make up)

Me and Indah

Dikir babe!

Amacam!? putih tak aku ngan hariz haha

He is tall!!!

The three of us!

And yes..I introduced my dear baby boy YUSH..to my parents..haha..only god noe what my parents are thinking..but I did not say Yush is my BF..I jus told them he is a Friend! haha...but i guess they know! haha

And the nite of 29th december 2008..when the clock hit 12am it is 30th december 2008!!
and it was my 4th month with Yush! (just incase you forget..my camp was 29-31 december 2008) He wish me first!! tk fair!! cos i wanna wish first!! tkpe la..haha..And he buy me gift..so sweet of him!! sempat lari gi beli eh! hehe!! Love you dear!

Ok..

The PAst
-Layar ANdayu
-2008

Done
-2009

Coming
-need to finish up my written assignment
-projects haven over yet!
-practical test is coming and I heard alot has fail!!
-health assessment practical test is coming!
-my o level result ( can i not go and see the result)

OMG!! everthing is a night mare!!
BAD 2009!!
Wish me luck guys!!!!!

nothing much!

2008-12-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Aku patut tidor skrg...
Tpi aku nye tangan macam gatal gituk kan..nak blog..
Dah lame aku tk update kan kan kan...
Sbb tk bnyk bende berlaku...

haha..and aku busy dengan production..
ceh wah..busy kepe..padahal scene 2 jek tau...mcm pa!
bsok camp dier..
3 day 2 night..
camp dier ialah..jeng jeng jeng!!
saje nk get ready for the production on tues 30/12/08..(my 4th month anniv! ade jek meyebok! geram geram geram!!)
cfirm penat!!
nak tahu lebih lanjut ttg dis production..
nah amek kau..

www.layarandayu08.blogspot.com

gi la website tu ehk...
bace sendiri..

sape ade tiket sile hadir..siape tkde..dudok rumah diam2!
siape yg datang..harap terhibur la ehk..

aku nik macam tk tahu ape nk tulis kan...tk pasal2 ttg production yg ade tk minat langsung nak tahu..aku pon tk minat sngt nk crite bab aku bkn nye nape watak yg best..tk pe la aishah..extra pon jadi la..

Last week is my dear Yush birthday..23/12/08 on tuesday!!
he turn 21 tau!
I hav fun with him!!
Biarlah rahsia on how i celebrate with him kan kan kan! haha
I hope he enjoy and happy for his bdae!!
I love you dear!

haiz...cepat benar mase berlalu ehk!! tapi bagus jgk..the sooner the production ends the better..
I cant hav my normal routine..haha..i dun even noe wat my normal routine..I cant remember?

Hidup nik kan..penat..
penat berpikir..
aku?
penat memikir..
betol..
tk bohong..
penat berpikir..
bile aku nk jadi kaye?
korang tknk ke jadi kaye?
walaupon "money is not everthing"
tapi tanpe duit cam mane ko nk beli bende untuk hidup?
bayar bill rumah..duit makan..baju..and bnyk lagik la kan!
adui!
kalo ko da de duit..
ko tk ya pikir ttg duit..cume masalah yg akan timbul ialah bende laen la..
mane la aku tahu org kaye masalah ape?
kurang kasih sayang?
pi jalan la!
org miskin pon ade yg kurang kasih saayang!
tpi ade ke drg kurang ajar dgn mak bpk?
ape nik ngan aku?
melalut!
aduh!! da da!
aku nk tidur sebelum aku bbual merepek!!!
gd nite ppl!!
i will miss my laptop for 3 days!!!

bye2!!

Perasaanku

2008-12-21T01:01:00.003+08:00

AMARAN!
APA YANG AKU TULIS TIDAK ADA
KENA MENGENA DENGAN SESIAPA PUN
ANTARA YANG HIDUP ATAU PUN YANG
MENINGGAL DUNIA. INI HANYA
PERASAAN AKU YANG INGIN
AKU KELUARKAN..SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH!
Pernahkah aku terpikir dengan tingkah-laku ku?
Adakah benar atau pun berdosa..
Adakah aku yang menanbahnya..
Aku takot.
Takot dengan diriku sendiri..

Siapakah aku?
Apakah aku?
Bergunakah aku?
Atau hanya hiasan yg di sorok tanpa cahaya?

Cinta?
Apakah Cinta?
Benarkah ini perasaan Cinta?
Atau hanya berpura?

Pelik
Dunia aku pelik
Atau aku yang pelik?

Seribu tanda tanya yang ingin dijawab.
Tetapi jawapan itu hanya pada diriku sahaja.

Dunia..
Menbuatku berasa hairan dan berpegalaman.
Tanpa batas.
Tanpa segan.
Tanpa malu.

Hidup tanpa erti.
Adakah itu aku?
Aku ingin hidupku bererti..

Tetapi bagaimana hendak aku bezakan
Yang mana elok
Yang mana tidak

Mungkin dengan berasa serba salah
Atau tidak.

Aduh!!

Ingin aku rasa senang.

Tapi apakan daya..

Perasaan sebegini menghantui diriku sendiri!!

2008-12-14T00:14:00.006+08:00

Went To Plaza Singapura with fatin on Friday nite..Jus doing sum window shopping..

Before that I meet her at her school..REPUBLIC POLY...

Big school tat mostly Indoor..They got cafe Galilee at their Library..Cheap and Taste the same..only they use paper plate..haha..

Den alot of funny incident happen...

One of it..

is wen i wanna top up my ezlink @ 7-11 store there..but the Aunty say they cannot topup usung nets..so i have to rush to atm..luckily it was next door...then I go back to the store den I tink the aunty dun noe how to use the machine and somehow she top up $1 more..haha..den after i take my ezlink and walk away..the aunty call me and asked me to take my change..I was like?

did i give you $10 ttop up? or did i give u $15?

You guys noe..adult ezlink you can only top up $10..

haha..so i just take the change without thinking much cos Fatin was waiting for me the next door to print the picture all..Thn i tell fatin wat happen..we were like..everything happen so fast!! haha..I got extra $1 on my ezlink..and i receive extra $5 and i actulli save uo $6..haha...

Yesturday,On the Saturday..I had layar Andayu training..in the Morning @ 8.30am!!

Pagi giler la sey! tu pon start kol 10am sebab tggu org laen dtg..da mkn sarapan..

@ 1pm Yush datang..he wanna fetch me..to go Vivo cos he has a show to perform.. @ 2pm kite ciow..

And guess wat dier pinjam motor Kawan dier!

Dier da tk de lesen..haha...Crazy rite!

So we ride the bike lah..haha..I enjoy myself yesturday

You show me around..

Bile da habis show..we ingat nk makan..so pusing peh pusing..cos we had no idea wat to eat and where to eat...bnyak tempat kite pusing..

1st ingat nk mkn kat east coast..tk jadi..to expensive..

2nd nk mkn kat arab street..kebab..tk kenyang and expensive..

3rd beach road..ntah ehk..cm tk tahu ape nk mkn..

4th haig road..seriously dunno wat to eat..

End up we went to bedok reservoir..go to 7 -11..

and beli maggi mankuk!! hahahah!!! Da kenyang!!

Cute tk!! haha!! I can see ur Tummy! haha!

Freedom percussion!

Today sunday! seat at home! it is raining!! so good to stay at home! haha!!

Stupidity ME!

2008-12-10T01:20:00.004+08:00

Oh my bloody stupidity!!!

Today I have the worse meal ever!!!!

You wanna noe y..

If you do not wanna noe..just Stop reading okie!

You are still reading...

Yes you are still reading...

Ok..cut the crap Aishah!

In school after my practical test that I PASSED(fuuhhh)..
Waksai,Hariz Gomez(wateve) and me went to North Canteen and eat..
they both are suggesting to eat at the western food..so I was like..maybe ok lar..I give a try...
when we were infront of the stall Wak Sai was pushing me in front..ok lor..I go first...But we do not noe wat to order...I saw the chicken chop...i was just pointing the chicken and the stall person asked me "Chicken CHOP?"

And i was Nodding my head!!!

wen she serve at the plate..err...it is like gross..The vegetables was like 3 weeks ago..hahah...
Then I thot Wak Sai and Hariz Gomez want to order also..when i turn around..guess wat!

This two RUSCLE left me alone in the stall!!
Hariz Gomez went to the Muslim stall
Wak Sai went to Indian stall!!!
I wanna kill you both! you guys who suggested and then you left me eating this SHIT alone!
End up i cant finish up the food..I pushed to Wak Sai to eat..heheh..

ENJOY!

later after went home @ 11.30..I take my bath and decided to eat Maggie lar..so i cooked it...My father style..and I really regretted!! Feel like VOMITTING NOW!

You wanna noe what my father style was cooking maggie..

Ok..can you imagine Maggie that is so not HEALTY..you should eat in modarate right!..can you imagine putting OIL inside!!! more fats!!! LIPIDS! LIPIDS! LIPIDS! but he put some onion and i dunno wat the hell he put in..

Looks very nice so I try it!It just that I did not put any onion lar..
and my biggest stupidity was..

I make the OIL hot(panas kan lar)..after that i pour the maggie that i had boiled into it..
ok..b4 going further..
WHAT REACTION DO YOU GET WHEN A WATER ADD INTO HOT OIL!??

You cant imagine what i have done!! hahah..big fire!! ok it was quick big fire! haha...i was like! OMG!!!

hahaha

Den finish cooking I taste it...OMG! damn oily!!! yuccckkksss!!!!

Not going to do that again!!!very menyesal! terpakse telan..lapar nye pasal!

Baba..Aishah try jadi anak yang baik tapi bab bab gini..sori..terpakse langgar peraturan(mcm pa!)..

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Supposed to give Yesturday..but since hari raye..terpakse kene bagik nari..

The 4th word!

Love you Dear!

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Yush..Look..u suruh I mandi..I tk ley tdo..I mcm segar..sori kalo i tk ley bgun bsok! heheh

Selamat hari raye Haji!

2008-12-08T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hujan hujan hujan!

sejuk giler!! sedap dapat tdo kan kan kan!!

Nari Hari Raye aidiladha..tpi mcm bkn raye gituk..tk jadi pergi Rumah nenek..tk tahu kenape...and i sleep till 12pm!! wakakaka! da lame kan tk dapat tdo lame gini..bile dapat tidur...adoi doi doi!! hahahah! enak banget!!!

Ibu masak Rendang,kuah Lodeh,sambal sotong..makan dgn Lontong..oh ya serondeng skali!

Lepas mandi jek lantak la Rendang...yum yum! pedas seh! haha...den tgok2 tv!

Oh ya..one of the article kat suratkhabar smlm attract my attention..Name dier Puji..dier umur 40an gituk and he actulli nikah dgn umur 12 tahun! skrg dier dier berhajat nk kawin budak umur 9 dan 7 tahun! small taste ehk dier..hahah...nak tahu ape sebabnye bace la BM 071208.

On saturday kan..Yush and I tk pegi LA..hehe..actualli planning nak pergi..kite da naek train pon..start kol 8.30am..tpi i woke up @ 8.30..haha..so meet Yush about 9.45 i think kat Mrt station paya lebar..tpi bile da sampai YCK..it was 11am..so aku cam malas kan..dtg pon tiggal pkol brape jek..so i suggest pegi Bukit Gombak! hehe..ya..kite lepak2 kat situ..very nice View!

Lawa kan batu dier! hahah

Den we ciow @ 2pm..and i meet Tizzy kat bedok inter..Tizzy Ngan aku pegi tgok wayang..yush balik la...haha...so kite tgok WILD CHILD..

Cerite dier was ok lar..tpi tkde sexual references jek...ape la..hahah....but overall the movie was ok lar..House bunny is better...

Ok lar..Yush Bdae is coming! Plan Aishah Plan!! hahaha

Hallo Hallo Hallo!

2008-12-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

Midnight News
Nur Aishah reporting live on blogspot.com......

Pade hari-hari yg lalu..Saya telah memenatkan diri sendiri dengan Belajar dan pergi ke Layar Anduyu training..

Wah PIANG HEY!!! Ipie ye ye! holidae ye! not yet hey! kepale pening HEy!!

Pening pening pening otak ku pening ala bengkak benkak hati ku bengkak!

ok ok..hati tk bengkak..cume hari hari yg buat org balik malam yg almost pkol 12 itu buat semua org bingit!!!
Siape bingit??

Mak bpk kau la bingit! sape lagik kan kan kan! haha

da da! jgn nk mengarut aku kat sini!
(aku nye suke lar aku nk mengarot ke tk..blog aku kan kan kan!!) hahah...

Semalam..Hari khamis..Kawan kite punye bdae! SELAMAT HARI JADI idris! kite jumpe dier kat vivo jap da surprise dier dgn donut! org tu ckp dier suke donut..n ade la org tu beli kan dan costomized menjadi donut bername dier..dan ade ikan lagik! sori guys kde gambar nk tunjuk! tpi lawa ah! LAWA TAU! (kasi geram ehk!) haha...

Nari..ade Nursing skills theory paper! ok lah..harap2 pass la ehk!!
den balik jumpe yush!
Bsok ade Layar Andayu practice pukol 8.30 pagi!!!! aduh doi doi doi!!!

Seriously boleh tk aku tidor satu hari tkde org kacau!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

nAri aku blog tkde motive gituk kan kan kan! saje2 tgn gatal...nk update krg pasal smlm2 mcm tk perlu ah..bab seriously krg tknk tahu dan aku malas nk cerite!

Skarang Look forward 2 weeks holiday!! itu pon ade Layar Andayu training!!!
dumb bell..bar bell..se well! wat the hell!!!

HIDUP MESTI KUAT!

kuat ape? makan? tidur?

aduuuuhhhh!!!'

sudah lar sudah lar!! lagik ko mengarut lagik mengantok di buat nye!!!

aku nk tidor! selamat jalan Romeo!!

Yush..laen kali jgn tidor dlm bus!! nanti bus captain kene kejot kan lagik!! dier tk larat nk angkat...hehehhe..jahat ehk...laen kali naek bus...call me..so u will not sleep in the bus AGAIN!! ahahaha!

Updates updates updates!

2008-12-02T00:51:00.004+08:00

Sori da lame tk update kan..been very very super busy!! so ya! sori ye!ok last week i had a 3 combo as i went to east coast beach for the whole straight day..ok not entirely whole day..but the fact tat i m going dere for 3 days with 3 different purposes and 3 different groups of people! haha

Date:27/11/08
Day:Thurday

Purpose: Attend Nana bdae pit.

With: Atin and Hussain

Time: Around 7 plus

What happen: The pit was not wat we expected to be that suppose to hav chicken

wings,hotdogs,fishball and anything u can tink of for BBQ..

But end up went we reach dere, the only food i could see is Nasi goreng!! OMG! pathetic sey! tk penah aku bayang kan mimpi indah teros jadi buruk!

Actually our fren Nana did not plan all this..it was her fren tat wan to do the pit for her..and he sae tat they cud onli start BBQ @ 12am!! as if we going to stay 4ever!! GERAM SAK! poor Nana..

so we left about 10 by just eating NAsi goreng!

errr!!Lets just not talk about it much!

NEXT

Date:28/11/08

Day:Friday
Purpose: Hanging out

With: Yush
Time:hmm..@ around 4 i tink!

What happen: Just no where to go and wen to beach and see the beautiful scenary..and kite bungkus nasi and makan together..hehe..den bwk tikar saje dudok2 dpn laut dan bersantai! ceh wah! hahhaa..ok let the rest be my secrets! haha

NEXT

Date:29/11/08

Day:Saturday
Purpose: group project.
With: Leo.Dorcas.Peixin

Time:10 am

What happen: meet peixin @ bedok inter since she dunno how to get to east coast and she sae the last time she go east coast it was 3 yrs ago! haha..and she only noe Yishun side! hahah..

can see by her face like never come before! so cute la she! haha..den meet dorcas n leo @ Mc..since alot of ppl at Mc we went to Burger king..After our laptop batt flat we decided
head home...

After the east coast combo

I went to Yush house and den we head down to Fort Canning! got a concert about THE WORLDS AIDS DAY!..so ya..adi hady mirza and all! haha...

Oh ya! yush count the steps to the Fort canning top!

222 steps up!! 31 steps down!! haha...

i really enjoy the concert....

Muke tk perlu! haha

the wrist tag we have to wear...

Ohya! tat nite @ 12 Yush called me and wish our 3 month anniversary! i totally forgotten about it! how lousy i m!! Sorry dear!! I remember but jus forget it after wen home with you! haha

the next day we didnt celebrate cos it was Sunday..and Sunday seldom went out...mostly with family all...

Ya i got bad headaches and stomuch cramps went i went out with my family...and i cry back home becos i feel really guilty bcos of me they cant go fot r shopping! sorry guys! haha

@ nite rush thru my Psychology proj with SPINNING HEAD!

On monday,tats is today..end up the teacher just wanna see the slides so we doesnt to present bloody hell!! and today layar andayu training was better compare to last week!! hahaha..k guys..sleepy! haha..gd nite! not going for lecture 2morrow! need a rest!

Go home late AGAIN!

2008-11-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

Yes! i went home late again..after class at 3..me,yush and hariz went to Mc @ AMK..hariz want to eat mega mac so much..so ikot kan la dier...kesian kan dier kan..ikot la..kempunan kawan kite nik...End up three of us eat Mega Mac! thanxs Hariz! aku baru nk save duit! habis lagik! haha..

3 meal!

Da puas dapat Mega? haha

Den we rush back to school cos we have GM for mcg ppl tat involved in the Layar Andayu production..slamat tak draggy...haha..den after finish the thingy me and Indah rush out! tk sanggup babe dok situ! haha...

otw to south canteen saw this snail..have you wonder how long it takes for Mr snail to travel from one place to another..more than hours..maybe days..even month! or Years! omg..can you imagine if ur life like a snail..everthing went so slow..the lecture?the tutorial?the lab!? oMG!! the only thing i wish to be slow is went i am with my dear Yush! hehehe..

ok aishah..dont talk nonsense..

den we went to Mc near AMK cc..Yush got music thingy at the cc so we wait for him lor..ingat nk blajar la..end up Talking..biase la! Ibu kene dudok ngan kite baru belajar! haha...

after tat ddk kat CC tgok 2x5 dol...using my phone..and guess wat we didnt realized the time at 10..yush sae the CC will close at 10 and i looked at the clock and it was 10.10!! so i say to yush..he was like..Da kol 10?? he tot it was 9++ ..haha..and kite ddk kat roof top..wen we try to open the door it was locked! both door locked!!!! and it is damn dark!!! scary la sey! in my mind! oh no! cm ne nk keluar? tkan panjat? tinggi sey! 2 tingkat! haiyo! Indah pon da ketakotan! ahhaa..satu2 cuak la sey! den we shout to one of this uncle yg jage CC..dier kat bwh..he was abit pissed off..who care! all i care..GET ME OUT OF HERE!! haha..so ya den we are free from the CC! haha..first time being locked up in the CC haaha...

penat kepe?

2008-11-26T00:25:00.005+08:00

Haiz..being tired today..I got LA training...dragged until 10pm..I was like..i dunno wat to do and i am staring up the ceiling at the atrium dere most of the time! Much better i went home and do my project or study rite! even better SLEEP! i jus got a small part to play..so damn BORING!! haizz....

Yush abit upset about the music thingy and all..kesian dier...sabar k dear!

Went home..do my homework for health assessment..maybe not going for 2morrow lecture! damn sleepy la sey! ok i need to sleep now! very damn needed the bloody rest!!

gd nite ppl!!

tired weekend!..but fun la..

2008-11-23T23:21:00.010+08:00

Yesterday my class has a STEAMBOAT outing...kite org masak kat my fren house la..since luar a bit expensive...we had great time together..kecoh kecoh!! hahah...

Before we meet the others!

Muke steam pe..bile nk mkn steamboat..hehe

oh my my my..i am getting "steamer"..wakaka..i wanna lick u up!

Sairi: mkn aje ko! bdn tk besar2!

Aishah: aku nye suke ah!

the 2 pot of steamboat!

We,enjoying the food!!

Today sunday..meet Yush using Baby's car to fetch me( suke ati dier jek kan..tkde lesen pon boleh ehk) haha...It is raining very heavily..

Mr dear driver!

den we head of to rumah baby and lepak2 jek..tgok vidz..i watch the step up2..ok ah..den @ 9 plus we went home....

Dear..im sorry that I make u worry because of my action..I noe i shudnt act that way..

oh ya..kat rumah..ibu masak sup tulang! yum yum! mkn dgn mee kuning!

Thanks IBU!

2008-11-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

YES! finnally home! haha..and my itchy fingers just wanna type sumting about today!

After class I,Yush and Indah dudok kat south canteen n talk2 la..n den he head OUT OF THE SCHOOL! HEhehe..Yush got sum music thingy at AMK cc..So Indah go home me lar...

Den i meet my mum at bedok inter..I asked her to buy me a pair of jeans..cos i really run out of jeans..REALLY! haha..soo buy my jeans and to do sum alteration so instead of waiting we go and eat @ banquet...I order BLACK PEPPER CHICKEN WITH RICE..and i buy SIRLION STEAK(beef) for my mum..haha..

After eating n get my jeans from the shop and we walked past this jewelary shop..den she asked me to choose a earring! haha..ok cool! i nvr been in the jewelary shop to buy stuff..most of the time if i follow it is for my mother..if they buy me sumting they nvr bring me along as far i could remember..haha..so i choose this silver earing..not tat expensive..afterall I am not really good at keeping things...so might as well i dun asked much...I am so happy to get tat earing although it simple..i still like it! haha..

Ok tomorow i have STEAMBOAT with my classmate..we decide to make our own..haha..so ya..dun no how..but hopefully turn out well!!!

NITES!

oopppsssss!

2008-11-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

RAINY RAINY RAINY day!

finish school @ 3..went home straight! n jus later @ 7 i receive a msg tats sae i got LAYAR ANDAYU training! haha..too bad! tk tahu sey..dun expect me to view the blog everyday..ok well..my fault for not viewing..but too bad..no one inform me..haha..and ya i heard everyone is there except for me..hahah..rabak rabak rabak!...

Oh ya..i jus change my skin..abit weird huh? if i got time i change again..changing the skin is frustrating!!!

not much today..so update more later..ciouzzz!

Happy!

2008-11-18T23:12:00.004+08:00

Tired....
Reach home late after watching madagascar @ AMK hub!...the show is damn FUNNY!! I laugh soo loud!!!!!!!!!! hahahah...but really damn crazy n funny!! and swit part too!! hahaha.. u hav to catch it!! ok mayb some of u watch online but i hate online movie cos the feeling is different...I dunno..haha..but i still prefer watching in cinema!

Done my bio test..! n did badly...pass but badly..phm2 jek ah...

AND I GOT TO MEET YUSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe...miss you alot!! haha.. and he make this swit slide show of our pic with "can i have this dance" song!! OMG!! cair ke pe? berulang sey tgok!!

heheh..
k la..no mood to blog long long..haha...wanna sleep long long...! tomorow lecture at 11am! k..adious amigos BERAMBOS!

Let make my own story...

2008-11-17T23:32:00.007+08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BIO BIO BIO!!!!!!!

BRAIN DAMAGE!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok aishah sudah tu sudah...besok ade bio test tat consist 50mcq qs...walupon MCQ!!! soalan dier kalo da tk tahu, tk tahu lar ko! tk haprak!!!

So tdi aku ngan indah head back to bedok to study at MC daerah my house.,,sebelom blajar..sempoi..mesti MAKAN!..and ya indah mkn MEGA BIG MAC (tgok dier mkn da tk serupe burger..da mcm nasi..ade lipat jdi dua)haha..until like about 10+pm?? shud be ah..and ya..Ibu pon ddk ngan kite(rumah tkde org kan..cabot dok ngan kite kat mc...) kite blajar dier meyampok ah..hahaha..org bbual sal otak dier konon tlg tlg ah..tpi dier pening kepale sendiri! apa dah! haha..tpi Ibu sempoi ah..dier ape kesah...haha...so den ibu kasi duit taxi untuk indah bab tk sampai hati kan tgok dier balik malam2 sngt yg tgal kat PASIR RIS...so ya..hahaha

mE and my muM!!

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I have this permission to talk about WAK SAI!!!! wakakaka! (amek kaU!) kacau aku lagik kan kan kan!!!..k..this guy name diee Wak SAi(bukan name betol)...class aku panggil dier SERIIII!!!!!!..SUKE NAH KACAU AKU KAN!!! aku ketuk ko ngan TULANG..!!!! ko jgn sampai aku sedut lemak lemak dalam usus ko!! terus tgal TULANG!

BUAT KO mCM SUP TULANG!....n ya! DONT asked him to sing...lagu jadi monotone!!!!!! tk kire lagu rancak,rock,slow,balada atau metal...semua jenis akan combine jadi satu...SAITONE!!tats simply means MONOTONE!!!!!!!!! dgr2 org tu nk amek lesen motor..tknk amek motor kecik.. teros yg besar! wakakaka..ade hati konon! hahaha...

WAK SAI...MINTAK MAAF ngan AKU SKRG..!! NEX TIME KO TAMBAH LAGIK BKN SAL KO JEK AKU CITE..DGN GMBR2 SKALI AKU LETAK! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAK!!

evil evil evil AISHAH! jahat nye aku...hehehehe...

Gurau jek ehk jack! tkya amek hati..like u sae no joke no fun!! wakakak

Ok enuf about him...

Move on to serious matter....I MISS YUSHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is serious!

da 4 ari tk dapat jumpe!!!!! RINDU RINDU RINDU!!!!!! hehehehe....

yush..i m so touch how u sae tat u miss me...how u r so happy to hear my voice although thru

my laptop->to indah laptop->to indah hp->to ur phone! ( pp8 low nye pasal! n tanks indah) n my voice he sae is teeny weeny not much to hear voice...(sbb makcik ngah tdo kat sebelah..tkn nk ckp kuat2??)

tpi takpe! bsok we r going to watch movie! madagascar!! cant wait!!!

AISH <3 YUSH!

PINK <3 GREEN!

Can i scream?

2008-11-15T20:20:00.004+08:00

Wat a nitemare!
I nvr step outside the house today(setakat nk jemur baju ah)...I nvr plan aniting today cos i have to study my bio!!! the test is on tuesday n hav done nothing! so wake up @ 12..eat..Try to study..(i jus cover 5 lectures notes out of 18!)..den i feel verryy verry verry sleepy! hehehe..so i go n sleep for a while till 6.30 i tink..wake up cos i feel hungry! damn hungry! so i eat...watch tv..tot of continuing..but i guess i blog for a while..

BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN!

Yesturday my group went to Health Promotion Board to do some research about foot care for diebetic patient...Somehow we get all the brochures although nothing to do with diebetic..Leo say incase for other project..oh well...haha...

Den we hav our breakfast there..and guess wat it is expensive and NOT NICE at all! aarrgghh!!

Menyesal la sey!

Tall enuf? hehe...

Leo,Peixin,Aishah,Katija

Picture of us @ HPB!

Katija and Aishah in the MRT!

Reach school at about 12.10 i guess..den they decide not to go for lecture...so we went to the library to do our project instead..at 2+ i went off..

Btw,tanks Yush for borrowing your laptop..(sbb aku tk bwk..da tahu ade project bkn nk bwk..hehe)

meet indah..den meet Yush to give back his laptop..

Aku tk balik ngan Yush bab dier ade class..sad sad..tkpe la..

So ya went home..sleep in bus..reach home..sleep again..haha

ok i have to go n study!

BENCI BENCI BENCI!

oh ya..Yush is having fun rite now! tdi dier naek banana boat!! i wan i wan!!! tkpe tkpe u g w/o me kan..da laa dpt naek ngan sume gerl kan..nvm nvm.....I nk u belanje i mkn kebab tau!!! hehehe

Saje saje

2008-11-13T21:55:00.004+08:00

hello fren!!

saje2 nk dudok dpn comp nk start blogging la...seriously aku da tk tahu ape nk buat...nari is a long day kat skola..kol 9am-6pm..break 2 jam jek..pagi as usually i reach Almost late! aku lari sey stakat nk tap kad..last week aku tk dtg lecture tkn tk dtg lagik kan kan kan...so ya..aku tap on the DOT! 9.10am..hahaha..giler giler! den dgr la sikit sikit kat lecture..

den ade Bio lab..and the teacher is super boring!! aku dok blakang den amek2 gmbr la sikit2..haha..bkn nk blajar tau..dier bbual pasal otak! kepale otak ah!

Me with the brain...

step jek bukak buku...otak lupe nk bukak

tgok..dier kasi otak bedek..mane masuk otak!

Ade jek bdk meyebok kat blakang...pantang org amek gmbr..

Da lepas bio lab..ade break..aku g mkn ngan sairi n hariz since indah ngan sakina ade project..pas mkn dok kat stadium..my other class pon kat sane ddk2..aku ingat nk blajar ah..aku bukak buku bio den pinjam sairi nye buku nk copy notes..da copy den rest mate jap ah...tpi ntah la..mate cam berat gituk kan..hehe..aku tidor ah...sedapnye dapat tidor!!

Den aku cabot lecture..dok kat dom ngan indah n sakina..sakina sakit..Hope get well soon babe!

Blowing bubble gum!

den aku balik cm biase la...jumpe Yush..n Id pon ade...balik ngan drg..stop kat bazaar jap..beli burger RAMLI!!! hehehe

okie la...boring kan aku cite kan..hahahhaa..boring2 pon bace jgk sampai ke tahap nik..hahaha

Nik ade extra info...saje2 nk add in..kate title aku "saje saje"...ya im attached to YUSH on *300808*...He is cute n caring guy..haha..Got a crazy life with him...I dun care wat other hav to sae...wat i noe i m happy with him!..yup..very happy n crazy! kenape crazy? haha..i dun ting i really hav to sae rite..jus i tink it is crazy n i love it! hahahah..his bdae is coming!! wat shud i do...???? any suggestion guys? hehe

Haiz..sape la ajar u posing gituk?haha mcm gerl2..Yush gerl2...hehehehe

Updates updates updates!

2008-11-11T22:42:00.006+08:00

wweeee...

at last ade time nk blog..penat ah..bile depan computer kan..ade jek kene buat soo tk dpt nk blog..kelmarin..bile ehk tu..haha..Hari saturday dan Sunday..ade kenduri...ORG KAWIN...(aku pon nk kawin boley)hehehe... tapi kene rewang sey..peh la penat!!! aku ingat dtg mkn ajek kan..tpi tk la sey....mkn tu mkn..den kan..

on the saturday nite..drg kan prepare barang2 utk masak..sooo sume kene potong2..den aku ddk tgok kan..den ibu alih2 hulur tis bende utk siat kulut kentang..name dier aku lupe ah...untuk siat nik carrot sampai bersih..siat la aku pelan2...time tgah siat..tup tup..ade blackout jap..aku pon tk tahu ape aku siat..tk npk sngt..cahaya lampu sikit2 jek...den ppotong terung lagik kecoh..guess wat! terptg jari sendiri...haiyo! mmg tk tahu buat keje rumah peh anak dare..tpi tk berdarah ah..cume pedih..hahaha...

Den on sunday..rewang agik la..so busy ah..terlari2...balik sempoi...tgok madagascar..hahaha...padahal nk buat project..bcos bsoknye ade presentation...

comes too monday..kite ade la bdae celebration for NOVEMBER BABY! bdae gerl dier ialah..jen jeng jeng...AISHAH!..hahahatk la..aku nye SEPTEMBER 22!! ingat tau! hehhehe...k la..Sakina,Hema and Yee Hung...kite mkn pizza baby! haha

My nrO8O4!

After the celebration...my group ade presentation...so we change to this clothes tat Pei Xin ordered for my SUBGROUP 1. it looks like a jersey...take a look at the picture....

Nari,tuesday....lepas skola ade general meeting for MCG...tpi kan..malas nk p ah..sbb nk balik cepat...ibu bising lasey asik balik lambat ajek! tpi kan bile da sampai bedok..Yush lapar..so kite p mkn Macdonald...

Mega Big mac!

Mega Mcspicy!

McWings..(dgr2 mkn dgn kotak skali..hehe)

Haha...kecoh kecoh..ketawe dgn aku...hahahahahahahahahaha...

k da...aku skrg nk tidur! selamat malam kawan2! jumpe as soon as posible!

Great week!!

2008-11-08T18:33:00.011+08:00

yeah! now is weekend...enjoy...Yeah rite...aku jap g ade org kawin..dgr2 rewang ah..sendare yg aku tk rapat sngt ah...aku skrg tgah mendak so aku blog la ehk..haha...aku bilang krg la sikit2 ape jdi on this week okie!

MONDAY: long day jgk ah..amek gmbr den head down ke bedok inter sbb Cahaya nk makan sushi sngt..so kite g kedai sushi name EPO. Cahaya nk belanje aku ah dgn Yush..so kite amek la ape yg kite suke..She spends ard $15 aku rase..so ya...mkn la kami bertige di SKATE PARK...Cahaya pun kepingin mkn DURIAN..den beli satu packet for $2..

TUESDAY: Yush kan kepingin mkn sushi lagik..dier suruh teman kan p simei antar CAMERA den lepas tu mkn sushi la ehk..Cahaya pon ikot..kite g kat dier nye shop n save ke fair price tk ingat ah...kat situ pon ade EPO..nik kite amek mcm nk giler...!!! BANYAK babe! Yush spend like about $30..kecoh seh..mkn la mcm org giler..dkt satu playgroud nik...haha...

Thursday: ikot la Yush g ITE simei ade function ttg STUDENT COUNCIL INVESTITURE...cahaya pon ikot la..biase..hehe..kite ikot pon sbb ade makanan! haha..ok la show dier..the best part bile drg ckp da nk habis boleh MENJAMU SELERA!! wakakkaka..

Friday: since the day after tat kan 081108..aku kene kasi Yush the 3rd word "YOU"...so on friday tu aku ngan cahaya gi cari brg dier la..pusing pey pusing..bende laen yg jumpe...hahha...cahaya jumpe buku PS: i love you..so dier beli ah..aku den suruh cahaya tlg cari kan earpiece..last2..almost the same cam cahaya nye jgk..haha so pusing2 lagik jumpe la nik keychain nik aku bgik dier..walaupon tkde kene mengene ngan theme "TIME"..tpi tkpe la...da bgik pon..haha..

Saturday: 081108..aku jumpe Yush jap antar keychain...den..nari aku,Tizzy dan Ira gi karaoke kat granlink..mcm nk roboh la bangunan tu! pekik nye laen..meraung nye laen..nyanyi dier HANCUR!! ok la..ade sedap jgk la OKAY! hahaha..entah la..nyanyi tk ikot tempo! aku lagik tekak tgah sakit boleh pekik2 lagik..haha...

Ira Nuwy Tizzy

pening pening pening!!!!

2008-11-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

Pening kepale otak aku tau! mcm nk tercabot!! tgah pikiran buat project..tpi kan satu info pon aku tk jumpe..aku mmg tk leh harap btol ah..haiyo! harap kan pagar,pagar pegi membute...haprak kan aku...hmmm..niat da hati nk tdo jek skrg...tapi lau tk habis kan keje..bnyk la keje aku npk nye..aku mmg..mmg..mmg tk gune...krg suruh aku buat research..aku cpat putus asa..wakakakkaa... Yush keluar..pp8 dier pon low..tk leh msg..tkpe la..aku mcm nk tdo jek! nk sambong bsok! hehehehe..aku rase itu la jalan paling baik...aku tido ehk...selamat malam!

FUN FUN FUN!!! under the SUN!!

2008-11-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

RUMAH TERBUKA HEMA!!

Aku nye classmate yg bername Hema mengadakan rumah terbuka sempena perayaan DEPAVALI... so kite janji ramai2 jumpe kat CCK pkol 11.50 la gituk...tapi kan..ade la "sahabat" aku srg nik confident habis ckp boleh bgun dan ingat nk jumpe kol 10 kat tamp inter so boleh naek bus 67...tapi kan..."sahabat" aku nik kan terlajak BANGUN!! GERAM nye...aku msg dier aku da nk keluar dier boleh ckp ape tau.."sori sha aku baru sedar..aku g siap skrg" alamak bingit pe...terpakse la jalan lengak lengok...sampai tamp tggu another 15 mins den aku ckp lebih BAEK naek MRT!..so ya naek MRT ah...reach CCK on time somehow..walaupon ade yg da sampai..

OK da sampai rumah HEMA...brape min kemudian makanan pon disedia kan...FUH lantak ah ape lagik kan...! sume lapar..ade tambah berkali2..buat mcm rumah sendiri...semua serbu AYAM GORENG!! hahaha...kecoh pe...da puas mkn..ddk la kami di depan tv...ade kuih2 di hidangkan...sooo...drg suuruh Hema bukak cite HANTU!! mcm nk pekik ajek kat drg..takde crite laen ke??crite cartoon ke?? haprak betol ahh...crite dier crite ttg Doll master ah..aku tgok terpekik2 ah babe! bnyk suspend la sey...aku duduk sebelah Leo dgn Yiru..aku rase drg mcm nk sepak jek aku..wakakaka...bising siak!

kk..da bis tgok crite bodoh tu..aku dan "sahabat" aku nik g la jumpe Yush kat ct hall...
dier bwk camera nik ah..besar..canon..yg 8 mega pixel ke 12..entah la..krg pasti..woik lawa2 seh gmbr..hahaha..satu2 post maut ah...giler2 pon ade..den kite bnyk jalan2 ke tmpt2 yg scenary dier lawa ah..amek gmba non stop babe!..kite pon bynk makan jgk la...So ya...den ddk kat starbuck...den lapar lagik dok kat KFC...den da puas amek gmbr dan MAKAN! kite pon head ke bustop..balik la.. sempoi ah nari...best..n penat la sey...haha...k la..gua pon nk ke LALA land! SELAMAT Malam!

2 month ANNIVERSARY!!!

2008-10-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Alkisah..

Cinta berputik antara dia dan aku...masa berlalu dan kami sudah 2 bulan bersame...

Hubungan kami nak di kate kan sederhana..haha..mcm mane tu...macam gini bentuk nye..kalo ade mase utk bersame kite bersame tapi bile dgn sekolah atau kwn2..matair2 letak tepi jap ehk...haha..tpi tkde la sampai lupe kan...tahu la batas nye kan...hehe

Oh ya..came back here!..since da dua bulan i give him a sall surprise la..k seberape...kate tgah budget!! so decided la..beli balloon heart..same sweets..fruit plus,choc TOP mini n ntah ape name dier...and buy straw...u can see how cheap i spend! HAHAHA

den i make 30 straw heart..and extra 4 with words inside...

today comes...and i asked Indah to help la..after class cabot ke dom buat la keje kite yg giler!...so thinking it will be easy preparing the thing to fit in the balloon..and somehow we end up stuck cos pikiran mcm mane nk masuk kan heart straw ke dalam bnyk2..if blow it be alot of space..but what if we release??
entah la...dgn secare pakse kite sental la heart2 tu sume! Tpi gule2 apat sental kan 3 jek! last yg laen tk pakai terpakse simpan ah...hahaha...

So da siap kan sume aku pikiran jgk..mcm mane nk surprise kan nik bende..so aku suruh Indah jumpe dier dulu..den Indah agaknye( AGAKNYE ) suruh jalan gi sane ke,aishah kat sane ke..tk tahu la..so the going the opposite way..aku pon jalan la belakang drg pelan2..jantung aku berdegup cepat la sey..hahah...nervous giler!

So atlast dier pusing aku pon ckp "HAPPY 2MONTH ANNIVERSARY" hehehe...dasar tk tahu ape nk buat kan..

So den kite head to tgok wyg..Indah balik la...tkan nk ikot org dating..haha..

btw otw jalan g naek bus..satu balloon meletup...berkecah la sume heart2 kat dalm..pelan2 la kite kutip haha....den da naek bus sume kite sampai kat AMK...Yush nk meletup kan lagik satu..so kite cari SPOT utk letup kan..den da meletop kan kite kutip la lagik..haha..so bile kite nk beli tix utk HSM yg kol 8pm nye slot..Yush ckp lau kai NETS it will be $6 ah..tpi NETS dier ksg..so iasked la suruh msk kan duit..dier mati2 ckp tknk den die suruh org nik beli kan..WOIK!! MALU kepe! mane aku nk sembunyi kan muke aku!!! YUSH!!! laen kali jgn buat keje GILER boleh tk!!!

ya lepas tgok balik la..ya crite HSM GEREK TAU!! must watcH!!
After dat kite beli Mc take away den naek bus 25...den our journey ade la kecoh2..den balik..hahah..tpi I do enjoy myself...you noe y..becoz i can spend my time with sumone I LOVE....

Happy..better..and relieved...

2008-10-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

Soo...settle la sudah masaalah yg telah terjadi berpunce dari ke-ego-an aku sendiri...
melalak aku berbual kat telifon..selamat lah aku ade org nk mengadu..ehk Yush..hehe..
kejadian ari tu buat aku terpikir sendiri kesilapan aku..tapi aku sedar sumua manusia tidak akan lari dari kesilapan..haha..yelah2 aku mengaku aku nye salah..tapi aku tahu aku tk salah 100% ehk! krg pon ade salah jgk tu pasal aku gituk...

Tanks also to u,Yush..hehe..i really appriciate ur help!! You make my friend to think also...ya..tat nite krg betol peh confess ehk! "The Confession"..haha..tapi everyting is find..aku take it..buang yg keruh amek yg baru cuci...hahah...so every thing turn out well..tdi baru bis merayap dgn Sham..gi maen pool n g karoke...hahah..betol peh tkde keje...kat granlink...situ muruh..so kalo tgah budjet..tu je la yg termampu..haha..and also for fun! haha...

Skrg ape yg aku nk..not to much arguement and miscomunication....ape yg berlalu biar ia berlalu..cehdebah..haha..

So AISHAH!! Be happy and Strong! you can do it! haha...

Sedih..terluka..dan terguris...

2008-10-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hari yg penuh kelukaan dan kesedihan..aku tahu aku tk sempurna..aku tahu aku punya kelemahan tapi kenape mereka masih mencari kesalah aku..

Aku kah yg bodoh..
Aku kah yg tidak punya perasaan..
Aku kah yg menyakitkan hati mereka...

Kalau aku mmg bersalah perlu kah kau menghinaku,mengutukku,mencaciku..
Inikah yg di namakan sahabat?
sungguh Hebat!

Aku bosan dgn sikap mereka yg penuh dgn puraan dan tiada keikhlasan..
Aku bosan kerana ape yg mereka berbual tidak ada kene mengene langsung dgn diri aku..
Aku bosan kerana setiap perbualan timbulkan kate2 pedas dan tidak ketinggal maki hamun..

Penat plk beremo2..kene perah otak sey..kk..nari worse dae ever..maybe la..

Alkisah dier sikit lebih kurang gini la..

Aku meet up Atin dan Sham..drg nk bagik hadiah bdae aku yg da due 1 bulan lebih..tanxs aniway...
Kerane kekurangan duit...terpakse melepak ajek la kat mac..so ddk2..drg bbual..aku dgr..itu mendtgkan kemarahan drg..aku pon tk phm..den balik aku jumpe Yush..otw naek bus ade tegur pasal rambut Atin la..den dier merajok la..biase la..sensitive sngt..pat dier kene tk ley trime..org laen pandai kene kan..ntah la..bile otw alik umah pas jumpe Yush ape ke HAL si Sham marah2 aku..patutnye Atin..entahla..Yg tk puas Hati terbabit kan name mak nik sume..BESAR peh biadap! tapi selamat tahu ckp sorry..kalo tk...phm2 la..sampai skrg masih tk puas hati...

Skrg aku nk kol dier da nk settle kan problem! wish me luck behbey!

10:59pm..(jam yg dier tunjuk salah da)..

ape yg di harap jadi laen dah..

2008-10-25T01:19:00.001+08:00

Alkisah...

kawan-kawanku yg giat membace..nari tk seberape la hidup ku..
Aku dgn kawan sekolah ku..bername Cahaya..sdg menunggu buah strawberry ku yg masih ade class..kite tggu peh tggu.. tpi tk timbol2..tup2..ring ring! telipon berdering..si Cahaya nye hp bunyi..si YUSH yg kol..blah blah blah..bertemu la kite bertige di south canteen! ade paham? tk paham sudah..aku pon tk phm..wakakaka...

yelah-yelah..sambung balik..kite merayap-rayap dan merayau-rayau di sekola la sampai ke Yush nye kawasan blok dier..dan lalu di satu bilik yg dier ckp mcm fish tank besar..BESAR JGK AH..haha..bertemu plk si Abg Id.. ade la gelagat2 merepek..si Abg Id nik ajak melepak..katenye kan Isnin cuti skola..aku pon tanye la.."Nk lepak sampai ke Isnin ke?" sikit lebih krg gituk la..

End up kite melepak di MCG room..tup2 Abg Id merayau keluar entah ke mane, dan Cahaya kemane..katenye ke tandas buang toxic berat la..KATENYE..tinggal la aku dan Yush jek..kalo org masuk..boleh kene tangkap basah tau!

Drg reunite balik..kite bbual2 la..takan tk bbual kan..skali Abg Id kate nk p masjid..KATENYE..so dier belah dulu la..balik ke kami bertige den brape min kemudian kite belah la..nk buat ape kan...mendak jek kat dlm..singgah mkn..naek bus..lepak jap..den semua bersurai!

ade lah sikit drama di sini sane..tapi kalau aku tulis alamat nye tk tidur la aku..so sampai di sini kisah hidup ku yg NARI..bsok better kot..

22 july 2008

2008-07-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

Looking at my laptop...trying to figure out what to do..so i make my own blog.
i intend to do my project (Family and community, about elderly and the comman health problem..and blah blah blah...it is sOOO boring!

So my day today is like...hmm..ok i guess...Indah and me skip lecture @ 2-4 , go to the lib and watch korea drama "My Girl"..you guys shud watch! it is soo swiittt!! (jus go mysoju.com) haha...got MCG genaral meeting but went home cos a girl thingy..u noe..hehe...

Sooo now in my room with my aunt snoring away...feel so bored! hmm...
I m sort of waiting for sumone to msg..but looks like that person dun remember about me today.. nvm...maybe that person is tired..so let that person rest...

I think I better rest too...2morrow class start @ 9am! err!
u noe wAt... I mizz my school uniform..u dun hav to tink wat to wear tommorrow....